[ti]heart[/ti]Puzzles on Table: Deciphering Information & Emotional XP

yes 
you got stuff going on now you have not experienced/noticed before by design (motive)  that is noticing you 

It was slowly hovering or floating around about in the forest for some time then stayed stationary before disappearing completely. I think it was a rare moment for me to witness. I kinda wish I get close to it so I can inspect and experience it up close ... maybe will do that next time if I see one again.

i think i finally got my sleeping hours in order.

btw, i had more recurring dreams about us posting more messages on this thread, as if continued after we left off. kinda cool and weird at the same time.

I think I started this thread while I was triggered days ago. And I was connecting dots and extrapolating like an super a.i. mind on steroid. Honestly, seriously... I am not joking. I think I did successfully.. what is the correct word, something like 'matriculated' madness/insane, but... when I slept more and healed myself... the answers started to crumbling into pieces spread all over parts of my mind, and now this very moment I am trying to recall or recollect all.

I was like this: when I understood what was on my mind days ago. It involved many topics discussed on this forum and elsewhere. I'm just posting this cause .. it was scary and amazing experience. Amazing? I would question that.. but when I had a revelation of sort with some answers I just simply felt amazing.. but at the same time was scared of implications.

All I can say right now is ... I think it's all connected. Everything.

feedback
become use to it 

I think there is some occult magic involved in some games, like CS:GO for example.

1. digital death experience. "they" whoever they are... i think they harvest this kind of energy for something.

2. i think im getting feedback thoughts/feelings from other players while playing cs:go sessions. Im not fully sure but I am suspecting of that.

3. the CS:GO's game mechanics = ritualistic occult magic. I think.


then yet I am still feel compelled to play cs:go game because it along with hacknet game are the only two games currently installed on my computer. sometimes I get bored easily. I played cs (counter-strike) game through its different versions since .... what... around 2000? That is 16 years now! wow.. I realized that just now. 16 years is long time for one game that evolved constantly up till to now.

I'd safely say you could be right but I think/feel you are right about that. Maybe later today or tonight I will do some checking and tests with the game then be back here with my observation and maybe a conclusion of sort.

Digital Death Experience (DDE) Mechanism - Red Flash

See the attached file below. It is a screenshot image of in-game digital death experience (dde) in the Counter-Strike: Global Offensive game, deathmatch session with some players and bots.

Do you notice the reddish colour all over the image? It flashes on and off everytime players including myself die. I'd imagine it could cause some kinds of emotional feeling in players on either conscious or sub-conscious level. To me the red is associated with some different meanings like aggressive, bad result, failure, final warning, etc...

How do I feel and think everytime I die? I'd think; "fuck shit" but at the same time I'm used to it. But still... why it is included in the latest version of the game? Obviously the game developers / designers know the psychology behind use of varying game mechanics, including the dde mechanism. Is it possible that they are developing some kind of occult magic based games without knowing it or themselves as being occultists?

I should note that when players including myself get resurrected or reloaded, I'd get a blueish colour all over screen.

Red (death) and blue (alive).

Honestly, I don't really see nothing wrong with dde mechanism as part of the game. I'm merely pointing it out for all to see purely for educational/entertaining value or something like that.

The door to unknown.