[ti]heart[/ti]Puzzles on Table: Deciphering Information & Emotional XP

my current emotional feeling, i want to share it. to you guys that is. see the partwork drawing below. we have some or maybe just one actual shammy wolf amongst us now. i do not know of gender but still....it feels more like she. female? i will say this with honestly feeling.

this is also true. a shammy wolf being with dye or blue painted spots or fractralized spread all over him/her/it. blue is strongly associated with emperor, edited with or empress, both the ultimate servant , serving people. and of magical nature. perhaps another animals, insects, mammals or with the colour is one. maybe we will never known one/it to be the one serving us all, maybe that is the way of ancient to now.

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Thanks guys.

I have a question: Should I share my experiences with the magic communication and its method? I want to, but.. I ask this because I am not sure whether if it is wise to do so.

The 'X' Papers: Magic Communication

Idk if this is really safe or not or something in between depending on something. I'm merely sharing this for academic purpose.

This is something that I ripoff from based on ouija board.. but is a little different without having multiple people that collectively hold the cup or something to move itself. This is manual and crude.

I know this will be met with skepticism, that is understandable. I was one once lol, till I tried it multiple times then I was triggered.

I drew symbol similar to philosopher's stone (square/circle/triangle ordered in nested like russian dolls.) then I put entities known to us as God and Lucifer within the symbol, and I placed my full name on it as well. I then proceed with using x papers to communicate something. I think I tried to materialize or manifest both entities into this reality. Not long after that, I was triggered with a full blown psychosis episode. I thought I was actual kwiastz haderach and powerful being that psychically or telepathically send emanating powers from me to something in all directions, outwardly onto to this Earth and possibly beyond.  Anyway, woo..  I know this sounds crazy but thats what happened.

All you need is a couple of papers, pencil/pen, and internet. But if you have a dice, that would be nice.. I think.

List:

0. insert/draw a symbol/words of entity that you want to communicate with, onto each corner of paper. Do this on all 4 papers which are listed below.

1. 1x paper (8.5" x 11") consisting of alphabetic characters

- a, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, i, j, k, l, m, n, o, p, q, r, s, t, u, v, w, x, y, and z

2. 1x paper (8.5" x 11") consisting of numbers ranging

- 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, and 0

3. 1x paper (8.5" x 11") consisting of yes and no

- yes and no

4. 1x paper (8.5" x 11") consisting of different periods of time

- past, present 'now', and future

5. Dice

- if you don't have a dice, you can make a replacement for that. You just rip a piece off a paper and squeeze/squash it into a ball shape. A small one.

6. extra papers and pen/pencil in hand for to write down answers and look these up on internet.


Now.. how it work depends on what kind of question you want from entity. I will list some examples of how it work:

Example 1) if you want a simple yes or no answer to your question, you just ask question and drop dice or paper dice down to the yes/no paper.

Example 2) if you want a message from entity, you first ask how many words contained in a message then drop dice on number ranging paper. Write down the number of words on extra paper. After that.. you ask for how many letters contained within each word, then write it down. Finally you start ask what is first, second, third letter, and so on.. in each word. This is a bit daunting and lot of work task, actually. But the result can be interesting. At first it might appear to be full of randomized words/letters, but if you look these up on internet.. like one below.. then you might find some meaningful words associated with these randomized words/letters:

link: www.wordplays.com/word-jumble-solver

Example 3) If you want to know when with something, ask when question then drop dice on time paper.

Many of my experiences with whole of this were mostly disappointing except the last one that triggered me. Its up to you to interpret the results as true or not.

Your welcome! I feel a bit better now after sharing it. I always kept it in back of my mind for a long time.

Holy shit! I fully believe this kind of stuff is quite real, but potentially dangerous.

I have had that happen to me too Xlegic. It happened when I had gone a little too long without sleeping and used to play FFXIV. My guildmates started to say very very odd things. Even at the time I would ask myself, could I be hallucinating this stuff? Is it all crazy? But I still don't know. One time after I got out the hospital in Decemeber and everything was fucking weird I was talking to some rando dude on facebook on my fake alternate persona account and I was playing FFXIV and fighting this monster. He sends me this FB message that says: Run and about a few seconds later I realize my character can't beat the monster and run away.

How could he have known I was playing and was about to die before it happened? His suggestion for me to run was also totally out of the context of our conversation at that time. Perhaps I will share more oddness about the game sometime. I understand what you experienced though with games I've had similar odd things happen.

Maybe it's something about the mediation by technology which amplifies the synchronicities even beyond what they would be in a face to face encounter? Somehow that always felt right to me.

during psychosis experience, i felt like aggressive, logic oriented commander, sometime noble, but when I play normal my personality is like humerous / funny / silly. but ... in my many years of playing games i always knew and felt like being a best player, trying to strive for top place. but this includes sometime angry feeling, when faced with failures. of being good/better player.

So in nutshell, my personality of games is like mix case of efficient, emotionally contributor to well beings of teamwork. this of certain I feel. Also this is why I fear emotionally of being failure to do so. I just want to pull the strength out of other players to their up level , make them feel better.

in other words, I sometime feel and think like a superman when playing games. This is kinda weird experience to say, but true nevertheless I think.