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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 8:31:12 GMT
I try to make sense of many experiences. Please not factor editing or too much correction into them.  Edited: lol. The first part is spot on, it is what the majority of people including myself are doing. However the latter part of the sentence, sometimes we need to edit or correct expressions and explanations of experiences in order to present these as clear and concise, something that is shareable and make sense to the rest of collective consciousness. |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 8:44:10 GMT
It takes time for to process experiences . With emotional feelings. Turn both into well magic gears. Edited: Sure, I tend to agree with the first part of the sentence as stated above. Ah, magic gears? What the hell I was talking about... oh I was merely referring magic gears as people. See below for a bit more clarification. 1) gears; each individual gear doing its part... turning around, pushing, forcing another gear to do the same actions. 2) magic; something that bypass and break laws of physics. Now I associate both of these words together to this; magic gears. Then I call people as magic gears. What do I really mean by that? I don't know fully at this moment. Perhaps we can simply ignore this whole 'magic gears' thing part and move on, I might get back to redefining the term words and further clarify the meanings behind that. For now, we can lol at this post and move on.  |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 8:58:51 GMT
logic and emotional things, they both can be funny sometime. i selfjudge and error-correct but with sometimes consquential mistakes. created disjoined experiences. so, my adivce is be conscious of and self own inner workings of brain./mind. maybe you guys are already well past ahead. i do not know. I just want to join and you guys join too. Make amazing things to happen. i am still processing this enew experience and make actions. of sort. 1st paragraph: I take that back in my own mouth. I didn't know what I was really talking about and still don't. 2nd paragraph: We all are experiencing something all the time. And sometimes we self-reflect back to our past memories of experiences in order to make sense of something specific and construct these into present 'now' and sometime ultimately to future as well. |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 9:07:09 GMT
yeah. don't pressure. I figured that out. yes, I will ask plants. Seriously. In a manner. lol lol I would imagine this post to be a bit insane or something like that. Well, I can safely inform you that I didn't actually talk to any plant. Pressure. Yeah, we all are pressured to do something. I'd guess I was pressured to post many incoherent messages as if I was trying to tell or express something. But now.. I think I'm chilling and figuring out my silly posts. I would say I am a little pressured to do so because frankly these posts of mine from about more than 8 hours ago are insane.  |
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Post by Amadeus on Jul 18, 2016 9:10:28 GMT
during being triggered, I actually thought of a possibility: this village/town and other towns/cities are being influeneced by illumanti. and control, maybe? This is a puzzle thing... why did I have this thought? and while sleeping today, I just before falling alsleep I noticed some pain sensations in my legs. And being weakened. yes, granted I was tired from lacking sleep. I immediately thought to myself someone is trying to virtual-control my body to configure myself in ritualistic manner. sleeping while being in position configured to a certain way, evokes or inovke some kind of something? okay that's good google mound builders see what happens |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 9:14:13 GMT
yeah. don't pressure. I figured that out. yes, I will ask plants. Seriously. In a manner. lol Kabloom! Instant knowledge acquuired. Tangerine. Or lion lily flowers/plants? They are growing along with tree right next to near area of my house. You people and I are like those p. They close and open. Solar sand sunlight information. Periphal balance.? I look up/them information alater time. Like ben and Caylus/ know, no pressure is needed. Or not too much. Minor issue.  See my previously posted message. And... Ah yes, I was talking about the lily flowers or plants (I don't know at this moment whether those are plant or flower, and I'm too lazy to look up on wikipedia or other sources of information on that.). Those are currently growing and thriving near one of trees by the house I'm living in. |
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Post by Amadeus on Jul 18, 2016 9:19:48 GMT
Kabloom! Instant knowledge acquuired. Tangerine. Or lion lily flowers/plants? They are growing along with tree right next to near area of my house. You people and I are like those p. They close and open. Solar sand sunlight information. Periphal balance.? I look up/them information alater time. Like ben and Caylus/ know, no pressure is needed. Or not too much. Minor issue. See my previously posted message. And... Ah yes, I was talking about the lily flowers or plants (I don't know at this moment whether those are plant or flower, and I'm too lazy to look up on wikipedia or other sources of information on that.). Those are currently growing and thriving near one of trees by the house I'm living in. that is fleur de lis and is merovian related wrapped into mound builders expereince your glimpsing by design |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 9:23:22 GMT
I would say I am trying to rationally explain my experiences in term of both information/logic reasonings and emotional feelings. I'd guess this is my sensemaking process.  |
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Post by Amadeus on Jul 18, 2016 9:29:27 GMT
I would say I am trying to rationally explain my experiences in term of both information/logic reasonings and emotional feelings. I'd guess this is my sensemaking process. yes well you had better hang on tight babes cos I know what I'm doing and you are within an enclosed environment through this forum |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 9:34:51 GMT
See my previously posted message. And... Ah yes, I was talking about the lily flowers or plants (I don't know at this moment whether those are plant or flower, and I'm too lazy to look up on wikipedia or other sources of information on that.). Those are currently growing and thriving near one of trees by the house I'm living in. that is fleur de lis and is merovian related wrapped into mound builders expereince your glimpsing by design Kinda wow. I looked up fleur de lis on wiki. Why inclusion of it into symbols and what is the connection between that and mound builders, and or their experiences? And the design? link: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fleur-de-lis |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 9:46:42 GMT
amadeus, why am I struggling to try not to edit/correct my thoughts and feelings/and typing? when i think of unedited thoughts/feelings are to be true and presenation and cleaning editing are lies? why i think of all of this? what is the meaning?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 10:08:23 GMT
amadeus, why am I struggling to try not to edit/correct my thoughts and feelings/and typing? when i think of unedited thoughts/feelings are to be true and presenation and cleaning editing are lies? why i think of all of this? what is the meaning? I think i know. my motive is clear. my motive is getting in tune with my feelings. the motive of feelings don't lie and i know this to be true. my emotional feelings like to uilitize unedited thoughts and present these as they are with reasons. maybe i look stupid with unedited wording but at least i can be more of truth. and free? |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 11:11:42 GMT
i know of emotional feeling, the one that makes one desperate for answers. many of us share it. the pressure is on to do so. (motive) desire . i know this to be true.  |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 11:42:32 GMT
a reference drawing as method to deciphering pornstar: sasha grey . i think this is part of my series attempts to understand the golden woman or wos. and feel to experience specific parameters . media information of pictoral and animation of sexing up and sex fucking. questioning what is true of desire and motive. 1) show off, 2) enjoy and feel fucking experiences, 3) educational material...4) or mechanical and fake actions for money..... which one? or all of them?  |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 11:57:55 GMT
hednostic and graitfying process in something. this is the one of possible end-goals. does love involve? it is said that love is the root of understanding. as mentioned by somewhere/elsewhere. perhaps hednostic and graitfying / or are processes part of lovemaking. perptual balance between all of that. growth of consciousness but not imposed or impression upon as forciely on others. my motive for this and last post is present with something that can self-recrusive and downloading into self/others. to promote the desire as motive/or truth.~
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 12:40:12 GMT
perhaps in some way i am emotionally left behind, being struck in past / history. how do i co-exist with 21th century ways? what is the currently best motive? i do not know because i only know my own motives. the 21th century of mass collective consciousness... i only know of constructed past perceding this.  |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 12:57:02 GMT
i have an imagination or vision , a mix of both... of golden woman coming up over top to from behind earth, she is smiling... as if everything is going to be all right and answers will be known. she is glowing, shining, as if shone from top of something... im emotionally attached to her. she has long hair.. all golden , all spread wildly so. she just step up as if she is extremely powerful love, as if .... i was something of difficult quest for her to achieve.
ok, i will give you guys some example... imagine or picture this; there is god or holy grail that is full of answers at top, and there is long and difficult steps angling in a diagonal all the way to it. you step/climb the steps as if burdened like hell.... but once you get to the holy grail, its like... thats it, just a step away from total achievement of self/others.
im talking about something like the final frontier of consciousness.
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Post by Amadeus on Jul 18, 2016 12:58:39 GMT
that is fleur de lis and is merovian related wrapped into mound builders expereince your glimpsing by design Kinda wow. I looked up fleur de lis on wiki. Why inclusion of it into symbols and what is the connection between that and mound builders, and or their experiences? And the design? link: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fleur-de-listhe topic is : why would you experience your location being influenced by a noticeable influence force noticeable to you that you expereince is a noticanble force to you visibly influenceing other locations that are si!milar to your location as we speak as is : does a medium/field already exist to explain your own emotional expereince over linear tiime of emotionally experiencing (living) within mound builders design that causes you to notice what you say |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2016 13:35:06 GMT
Kinda wow. I looked up fleur de lis on wiki. Why inclusion of it into symbols and what is the connection between that and mound builders, and or their experiences? And the design? link: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fleur-de-listhe topic is : why would you experience your location being influenced by a noticeable influence force noticeable to you that you expereince is a noticanble force to you visibly influenceing other locations that are si!milar to your location as we speak as is : does a medium/field already exist to explain your own emotional expereince over linear tiime of emotionally experiencing (living) within mound builders design that causes you to notice what you say are you speaking generally about mound builders design? applying to from past to present via medium/field that itself caused me to notice itself and myself saying it. as being struck to historical constructs that confine mor fuck with my emotional experiences? or am i just merely noticing and performing actions as to tell myself that im localized to the current structure which i perceived to be confining on my emotional feelings? i do not fully understand mound builders and their design at this moment. what is the purpose behind the design? |
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Post by Amadeus on Jul 18, 2016 15:08:01 GMT
the topic is : why would you experience your location being influenced by a noticeable influence force noticeable to you that you expereince is a noticanble force to you visibly influenceing other locations that are si!milar to your location as we speak as is : does a medium/field already exist to explain your own emotional expereince over linear tiime of emotionally experiencing (living) within mound builders design that causes you to notice what you say In TV are you speaking generally about mound builders design? applying to from past to present via medium/field that itself caused me to notice itself and myself saying it. as being struck to historical constructs that confine mor fuck with my emotional experiences? or am i just merely noticing and performing actions as to tell myself that im localized to the current structure which i perceived to be confining on my emotional feelings? i do not fully understand mound builders and their design at this moment. what is the purpose behind the design? your 66 post prompts new thoughts to you within ancient thoughts of emotional experiences experienced through symbol and sign of unknown meaning within the design |
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