A rose by any other name
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Post by A rose by any other name on Sept 26, 2018 22:26:55 GMT
You have a beautiful and brilliantly aware mind Ark. You really do. You get it. You're going to go far in this life showing others the truth.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Sept 26, 2018 22:38:18 GMT
You have a beautiful and brilliantly aware mind Ark. You really do. You get it. You're going to go far in this life showing others the truth. Thanks very much. That's really all I want to do with my life. Discover and share. |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2018 23:54:04 GMT
The one uploading now is about the afterlife the one this morning was incomplete and thus I took it down  It's interesting how in said shows, deities in one form or another appear. Certainly different from cultural norms at times, but even Rick prayed to a deity when facing death *chuckle* I've wondered before, and since read simular thoughts, that the existence we experience after death is tied into our beliefs/ideas/expectations etc. Call this realm another plain, Astral, etc I've had similar thoughts to the 4chan user myself. learn stories, be able to participate/create more - Grow from the experiences, continue on. Can take that thought process almost through to "end point". Random - reincarnation for creation - ie training ai til it reaches a creation point. As for dmt. I read a story of an early pioneer who after having an "enlightened" moment went in search of a particular guru he had read of. After meeting and some time, he offered the substance. After ingesting, the guru smiled and said it was the same as his "altered state". Enjoyed the video |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 1, 2018 13:59:00 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Oct 1, 2018 15:15:28 GMT
In a way, you really opened up the birthday present and read it thoroughly.  |
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Post by alice on Oct 1, 2018 16:37:19 GMT
are you ok ms wolfie
is there anything i can do or say to help you
i'm concerned sweety
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 1, 2018 16:57:21 GMT
are you ok ms wolfie is there anything i can do or say to help you i'm concerned sweety Is there a reason why you’re concerned? |
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Post by Concerned too on Oct 1, 2018 18:03:39 GMT
There are some over there who are mocking you and others. “lol” commenting on what is being said in their little safe space. Using their age and book knowledge as authority. They don't have your back at all. They can't see shit. Can't break free from their own self made traps. Some of us older ones do have your back. Know that.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 1, 2018 18:12:17 GMT
There are some over there who are mocking you and others. “lol” commenting on what is being said in their little safe space. Using their age and book knowledge as authority. They don't have your back at all. They can't see shit. Can't break free from their own self made traps. Some of us older ones do have your back. Know that. Ahh...interesting. I can’t say I’m surprised, nor could I say for certain I know who you mean, but I have thoughts and I appreciate the heads up. I am used to having enemies, being disliked...comes with the territory. Thank you for the heads up. I don’t suppose there are other details i should be aware of? |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 1, 2018 18:44:14 GMT
Excellent vid. The "illuminati"...well so many different and conflicting ideas and theories come to mind. If you're referring to groups of "enlightened/knowledgeable" people, they seem to appear in many cultures and forms throughout time, some becoming famous and others remaining obscure, some groups esoteric others simply hidden information - be it prosecution fears, trade secrets, recipes etc etc. I'm sure some change over time, as different charismatic leaders take charge, times force modifications, dispersion of knowledge and other factors contribute to its direction and ultimate fate. Let alone going into the dark/light paradigm and the shifting currents there. Some say the true ones stay largely out of contact with the world, hidden away in retreats, Shambala as an example. Of course. ..these could all also be taken as metaphors. Images and concepts to work with (so to speak) |
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Post by Concerned too on Oct 1, 2018 19:27:41 GMT
There are some over there who are mocking you and others. “lol” commenting on what is being said in their little safe space. Using their age and book knowledge as authority. They don't have your back at all. They can't see shit. Can't break free from their own self made traps. Some of us older ones do have your back. Know that. Ahh...interesting. I can’t say I’m surprised, nor could I say for certain I know who you mean, but I have thoughts and I appreciate the heads up. I am used to having enemies, being disliked...comes with the territory. Thank you for the heads up. I don’t suppose there are other details i should be aware of? You knew. Using the exact same terms in some of your videos and posts and others isn't a coincidence. It's been going on awhile. Don't get too worked up about it. They're the ones who are self obsessed. |
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Post by alice on Oct 1, 2018 21:30:34 GMT
so you ok then.well i guess that will be my last ride on the spirit train over there i really don't like being used like a damn
tool to pull out stupid info that don't mean shit .Hell cali don't you feel used too? But you seem to want this what ever it is
you may be Illuminati material but i'm not . bye
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 1, 2018 23:08:35 GMT
so you ok then.well i guess that will be my last ride on the spirit train over there i really don't like being used like a damn tool to pull out stupid info that don't mean shit .Hell cali don't you feel used too? But you seem to want this what ever it is you may be Illuminati material but i'm not . bye What do I want? I really don't know. When I was 19 I offered my talents to serve something greater than myself. I offered my destiny to change the world in a way that only I could, no matter what that way might be. But something is fucked, up, yes. I don't know what it is, but it's got claws in me. I struggle because I don't think I can handle an ordinary life. I am never going to have one. But does that mean I'm going to be some kind of illuminati tool? I may just end up a homeless person or in an asylum. I have preminitions of greatness and desolation too. I'm pulled in both ways, I'm impaled on both spikes, I can't remain constant, "this" whatever it is feeds me dream energy and when it wants it pulls me back to hell. Do you think that I ask for this? I did offer to serve, but this is my destiny. This is the only thing I can do. It doesn't mean that the suffering doesn't hurt. It doesn't mean I'm not confused. On the deepest level, I know that I have values I can never defy. I will never willingly cause harm. I direct the suffering I must experience to the highest purpose of my being which is the enlightenment of any and all that I can teach. But I don't know if I am one of the means to the ends I have chosen for myself. I see my reflection in the mirror and I know there is a yearning. I want to speak and be heard. Does that make me illuminati material? Was this something I was born into? And if it means achieving my highest potential, what degree of suffering am I unwilling to stand? I am willing to sacrifice only my own person, that is why I am confident I am still good inside, because I know that the only casualty I'm willing to accept is my own pain. But where will it leave me? A husk, a shell, a tool used by forces and webs that I have had no part of weaving and cannot say with confidence have served the highest ends? I don't know. I know what I can do. My gifts, my talents. Balance isn't one of them . I was born marked for this chaos. But I'm not dark. I've never been dark. That's the sad thing, for me. That's the irony. I am okay. I would not trade with anybody. I am not okay. And that's okay. As long as this grand plan comes to fruition somehow. Whether it's the illuminati or the masters of my stars. I don't know. But it's something true and it's something I have to do. I can only hope that my efforts don't amount to nothing. Because I know they mean something. I know it's not worthless. It's all I can really hope to offer with my stupid little life. |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 1, 2018 23:11:07 GMT
If being their sacrifice means even one person can be free, then I will give it all gladly, I will give everything.
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Post by sun on Oct 1, 2018 23:45:11 GMT
I like what you did with this video, very good Caylus...AS you go higher in you own evolution you will also affect other minds and consciousness in you path by the very act of working towards that very goal....
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Post by sun on Oct 1, 2018 23:58:12 GMT
so you ok then.well i guess that will be my last ride on the spirit train over there i really don't like being used like a damn tool to pull out stupid info that don't mean shit .Hell cali don't you feel used too? But you seem to want this what ever it is you may be Illuminati material but i'm not . bye What do I want? I really don't know. When I was 19 I offered my talents to serve something greater than myself. I offered my destiny to change the world in a way that only I could, no matter what that way might be. But something is fucked, up, yes. I don't know what it is, but it's got claws in me. I struggle because I don't think I can handle an ordinary life. I am never going to have one. But does that mean I'm going to be some kind of illuminati tool? I may just end up a homeless person or in an asylum. I have preminitions of greatness and desolation too. I'm pulled in both ways, I'm impaled on both spikes, I can't remain constant, "this" whatever it is feeds me dream energy and when it wants it pulls me back to hell. Do you think that I ask for this? I did offer to serve, but this is my destiny. This is the only thing I can do. It doesn't mean that the suffering doesn't hurt. It doesn't mean I'm not confused. On the deepest level, I know that I have values I can never defy. I will never willingly cause harm. I direct the suffering I must experience to the highest purpose of my being which is the enlightenment of any and all that I can teach. But I don't know if I am one of the means to the ends I have chosen for myself. I see my reflection in the mirror and I know there is a yearning. I want to speak and be heard. Does that make me illuminati material? Was this something I was born into? And if it means achieving my highest potential, what degree of suffering am I unwilling to stand? I am willing to sacrifice only my own person, that is why I am confident I am still good inside, because I know that the only casualty I'm willing to accept is my own pain. But where will it leave me? A husk, a shell, a tool used by forces and webs that I have had no part of weaving and cannot say with confidence have served the highest ends? I don't know. I know what I can do. My gifts, my talents. Balance isn't one of them . I was born marked for this chaos. But I'm not dark. I've never been dark. That's the sad thing, for me. That's the irony. I am okay. I would not trade with anybody. I am not okay. And that's okay. As long as this grand plan comes to fruition somehow. Whether it's the illuminati or the masters of my stars. I don't know. But it's something true and it's something I have to do. I can only hope that my efforts don't amount to nothing. Because I know they mean something. I know it's not worthless. It's all I can really hope to offer with my stupid little life.
The necessary power to alter the entire condition of the specie requires of your part the internal evolution of your consciousness, the full awareness of your truth divine entity ...It is in the power for any human being to alter the conditions of the world for good or for bad, but is not easy for just anybody to do the work that it requires to gain this level of power...AS your influence will have to enlarge and eat large chunks of the masses collective consciousness for you to direct a correction in the curren affairs of earth.... |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2018 0:09:33 GMT
Some of threads on this forums could hopefully act as parallel along with this (yours) and from others then have these converge toward the final and unified theory of everything, and hopefully bring end to any form of enslavement and complex problems humanity face.
Stupid little life? Caylus Ark, not a dust has been wasted in this entire cosmos.
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Post by wulfklevrn on Oct 2, 2018 4:12:56 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 2, 2018 16:36:27 GMT
this is just me sleep deprived talking about swords and how I wish I was a space pirate but I wanted to test the microphone and camcorder.
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Post by ThatNobodycat on Oct 10, 2018 8:54:03 GMT
Read Charles Bukowski's, "The Captain is out to lunch, and the sailors have taken over the ship". en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Captain_Is_Out_to_Lunch_and_the_Sailors_Have_Taken_Over_the_ShipAdvice: --1) avoid the occult --2) avoid groups of smug shitheads who form ranked mutual admiration society's --3) jog, exercise, long walks in the sun.......get your skin in the sun. --4) wake up before dawn, exercise in a park during sunrise --5) don't allow treatments, diagnosis, or shrinks to ever influence your self created identity --6) be with the outcasts and artists --7) clear your skin by avoiding greasy food, sunlight...Vit D3, lots of Vit C...take dietary charcoal --8) avoid scheming lowlife Illuminati-Mason's, weirdos, power trippers, secret groups --9) surround yourself with cats and kittens --10) winter in the desert southwest....avoid 5G, wifi (unplug router before sleep --11) read about Carswell exploringrealhistory.blogspot.com/2018/07/part-12extreme-prejudice-terrifying.html--12) Don't trust anyone trying to recruit you....beware of "love bombing"...and ass kissers, or surprisingly gracious and subservient NEW Friends......no one has your back, except you....so don't believe anyone who say's their on your side (operatives, spies, backstabbers, voyeurs); --13) Don't be vulnerable by sharing your thoughts with scumbags who will use that truth against you; --14) Don't take yourself seriously: Too young to change the world....or even slightly influence it...don't kid yourself...takes decades to reach a Yogi master Shaman level; |
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