Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2018 20:45:55 GMT
Mark: Is Caylus Alice?
Mark: Not that I've read the novel, but my best friend once said out loud to himself while we were riding the train, "how DO you fuck with alice in wonderland?" but I never gave it much regard. Certainly not at that moment. It just happened.
aurelle: Mark says "How to you fuck with Alice?" Tell her you "need" a convo when she is starving, on mind altering substances & 88lbs, defenses down, hope her friends dont notice.
I noticed, all right. I psychicallly laid down a pathfinder guiding to her toward better destination. She (Caylus Ark) popped up and posted messages days ago in the shoutbox. I don't know if my pathfinder played role in it or not, regardless of that.. at least she is alive and seemingly to be ok. That's all that matter.
I met her on GLP and she sparked something within myself. Fuck this shit, I just shed some tears over this. She and Seer777 were having fantastic time discussing on magic thread on GLP in past and I interjected myself into and became part of it.
Nobody is perfect. She even made video clips of herself speaking about different and heavy topics, pretty brave of her doing that. Showing off her appearance and etc - to make her known. I don't have guts to do that yet.
The important matter of issue now is Caylus Ark(admin), Mods, Posters, and guests getting well being.
Let me requote message as I recalled something along this:
menu of day: deluxe pizza, greek salad, and fresh water to get headstart with day or something like that.
You know what, I stopped caring about weight scale's numbers.... what important is how you feel on inside and improving your self own appearance from your own self outwardly. Eat, drink, socialize with truthful friends, etc. Not like me, I just do it mostly semi-alone much of time. Don;t go the path I did on... alone most of time, spenting all time on computer, nothing looking forward to, nothing.
Be with your family members, friends, and be the change to change the world and so on. Just don't be like me.It is fucking hard to be me.
- anyway, thanks for the wishes. 
