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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2018 0:20:18 GMT
... is what you are doing, Caylus ArkIt pisses me off greatly, because of this thread - The burdens of secrets are silence ~ godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message3885219/pg1 Looks like you're determined to starve you to a level that, if you survive, will let you look like a heroin junkie for the rest of your life. I despise suicide in any form, and you choose one that'll get you to join Club 27, considering your current weight. Wouldn't be sure if you'd reach posthum fame though. What a waste, and I am done condoning such. ben please delete my account at cybercosmopolitan.com, I cannot find the option. See ya elsewhere, maybe. |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2018 0:23:21 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2018 0:25:23 GMT
I have forgotten how low your weight goal is, because you wouldn't stop anyway in case you get there.
Your body will do, eventually.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2018 2:12:33 GMT
She won't die, probably, but she's been gone for too fucking long.
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Post by really on Aug 22, 2018 18:37:52 GMT
i think one must be using Amines to starve . the urge to eat is the most important body function . so if this is the case ,one should be treated as an a addict not a mental condition.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 23, 2018 7:23:23 GMT
The above ^, what they said
I was on my 5 mile walk this morning and among other things thinking about this thread, among my thoughts were that I love Caylus enough to tell her the truth. Now I dont know if ahe is still on adderall but if so, her doc should be stripped of his license immediately. Adderall is no substitute for food and while I recognize its benefits, I was never a fan for daily scheduled cosymptom or long term use. Caylus did a ay she was on a walk and with no food that would seem off, so I'd bet she is still on it, and that would be the only thing I could think of that could give a person the strength to starve themselves that long, as a free person. It would also make her off in the head enough to maintain the illusion of manipulation that she can keep doing it.
If you're on the adderall that shit has to stop, even though it will hurt and a crash will ensue, you have people here to pick you up.
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Post by Indespectus on Aug 25, 2018 17:18:34 GMT
All chemicals possible need to be stopped by humans. Fight the good fight. Re-connect with Nature.
Sanitas
It's simple.
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Post by yahuzadak on Aug 25, 2018 19:22:57 GMT
All chemicals possible need to be stopped by humans. Fight the good fight. Re-connect with Nature. Sanitas It's simple. Ok |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Aug 26, 2018 10:56:14 GMT
If amphetamines are involved.. hm yeah they are known to boost energy, improve mood, but also suppress appetite and after a while, motivation for basic self care. I've been on binges of those before, not with the intention of hunger suppression, but to temporarily ward off depression and apathy. Which in the long term doesn't work out of course and the crash after a binge can be hell. Usually I would catch up sleep, start eating and drinking more again, look after personal hygiene etc. to slowly regain strength to do things at a more natural pace. Walks n sunlight help, and having fun or meangingful things to do, while minimizing stress, obligations etc for the recovery time. I figured out a certain style of living kept pulling me towards drugs and throwing me into vicious spirals. So I'm making a radical life change right now to try something else, also moving to a country where there isn't much of a drug scene and the laws are stricter on that. Personally I have trust in faith in Caylus that she won't go too far. Caylus, I hope to speak to you soon and looking forward to the realization of some ideas that we have spoken about. Much love, please go gentle on yourself and keep in mind the good advice you have given others, to also use it for yourself.  Hell summer is almost over.. (this was my getting and staying sober motivation song for a while: ) |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Sept 16, 2018 18:04:20 GMT
I am not on amphetamines and Im going to be fine this time but thanks anyway zen 😒
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