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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2018 16:34:30 GMT
This is basically deciphering part 2, a thread where I dump my shit on it instead of making new threads and so on. Cause' there are stuff interrelated in my thoughts.  - Grey Mist, appropriately fit for this thread. I figured this thread is a good way to input/output my thoughts into written/pic form. Why Seasons of Grey Mist? Its something inspired based on Sandman comic books... Season of mists. |
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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2018 16:39:55 GMT
 - Trekking. My favourite pic of all photos I took. I've been trekking in my mind, while my physical body don't really do much. Testing many of limitations of reality constraining on my very sheer will of mind power, ultimately the very nature of consciousness... psyche.... soul of my well being. |
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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2018 17:00:55 GMT
- real 'Illuminati' folks, ladies and gentlemen.
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2018 9:07:41 GMT
Recalling a moment sometime in past when I became well.. an imaginative voice popped into my mind, it said 'its good to have you back.' from the Sun. Interestingly as of now without peering into photographic pictures taken by NASA or other space agency based, I'm aware of / conscious of Sun far more than other planets, moons, asteroid belt(s), and whatnot whatever out there in the outerspace within parameter of this Terran Solar System. Recalling a vague memory of when I was very young kid, there was a show on television. It had a wheel covering (hiding) sections of symbols. A request was asked to pick which one symbol will be uncover, I picked the nearly top one. Guess what? I was correct in picking it out and the symbol was Sun.  |
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2018 1:23:44 GMT
 -  This is especially important info to share for youth folk to read. I've been smoking cigarettes on and off since around age of 14. I'm in early 30s now. About 20 years in total - worth of smoking cigarettes. It is estimated that I have smoked about roughly 168000 or close to 200k cigarettes, I did the math albeit roughly so. And remember, I didn't factor into the times I smoked colts almost full time for like 1-2 years. The colts are considerably more powerful than cigarettes. I once went cold-turkey quit for nearly 1 or 2 years a long time ago but relapsed and went back to smoking cigarettes again till ongoing now. At first it was all for being cool when I was teenager. Now it really ain't cool. Basically my smoking cigarettes are my intervals or intermissions in my life in a way, but these indirectly are deadly and slowly kill. In a way I'm killing myself slowly. Why the fuck am I still smoking cigarettes? I once said doing it could be a method of coping with reality to some degree. It slightly sedates and gives me illusion of peace and contemplate thinking - this makes me psychologically override my logical thinking. The truth is, I like smoking cigarettes but... I must try to quit for sake of my health. I have yellow-orangeish hues on left hand, on fingers. I think it is from a distribution of tar smoke (properties) spreading all over my fingers while smoking cigarettes. Every once in a while during morning time, I cough up gross mucous - occasionally with brownish/reddish hue (possibly blood) from my lungs. Theoretically speaking, the smoking cigarettes possibly slow down body metabolism and other organs / body systems in some way - negatively speaking/manner. Though, I don't really bother researching fact information on Internet or elsewhere cause' I already knew ciggies are bad from said years of experience with it. Surprisingly I'm still alive and I'm taking my life for granted everyday - akin to playing gamble with my life. I want to quit smoking cigarettes and stay off for good. So, I'm trying to find some good reason(s) to quit for good. |
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Post by ben on May 5, 2018 9:41:26 GMT
Hey bro,
I quit March this year, it is hell.
Bought an e-cig and smoke without nicotine, just so I won't stand around and feel excluded when people smoke in groups.
It was also my health and the prospect of having children, whom I don't want to deprive of a father, before I can inspire in them the lust for life. I want to spend time with them and watch them grow.
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2018 23:52:53 GMT
Hey bro, I quit March this year, it is hell. Bought an e-cig and smoke without nicotine, just so I won't stand around and feel excluded when people smoke in groups. It was also my health and the prospect of having children, whom I don't want to deprive of a father, before I can inspire in them the lust for life. I want to spend time with them and watch them grow. Congrats for quitting.  |
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2018 17:19:34 GMT
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Post by Deleted on May 8, 2018 16:20:01 GMT
 - haha had to share. |
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Post by Deleted on May 14, 2018 10:14:22 GMT
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Post by Deleted on May 18, 2018 23:16:04 GMT
- For me, I think this was the first movie I watched very long time ago before other movies.
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Post by Deleted on May 18, 2018 23:43:57 GMT
 - The blue path laid down before me, and I walk on it. Looking up I see many shining ones in the 'night-time' sky. In my mind, that is. |
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Post by Deleted on May 19, 2018 2:48:13 GMT
edited: (spoiler warning)
For short reading pleasure:
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^ Pages from 'Lucifer' comic book series published by Vertigo.
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- Grey Mist, appropriately fit for this thread.
