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Post by Billusion on Feb 8, 2018 15:59:54 GMT
All you wrote is bullshit
You cannot hold me here
Those lies will not work anymore
WHAT YOU WRITE ARE BELIEFS
BELIEFS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES. EVERYBODY HAS ONE
***I REMEMBER WHEN TIME PAUSED AND EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING PAUSED. I WAS ONLY AWARE OF MY OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
I AM MY OWN GROUND ZERO
I DECIDE WHEN I LEAVE
TOO BAD FOR YOU LOL***
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Post by Corvus Dei on Feb 8, 2018 23:31:05 GMT
Eh I was going to post a serious reply but..
If you're bored, maybe you're not bored enough. To the point you hit rock bottom and a kind of existential angst about yourself sets in.. who you are, what you care about, what you're doing with your own life. At that point you can choke a while on the anxiety, revel in anger and rage, or well, somehow rise above those gut reactions and impulses, and start taking stock of your own life and sorting yourself out. If there is nothing in the world you care about (and not talking about what others care about or what media or whatever says you should care about, or whatever), but if there's really nothing that really matters to YOU and grabs your attention and involvement.. maybe just take a break and look harder.
Guess I wrote a sort of serious reply after all.
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Post by billusion on Feb 9, 2018 0:58:01 GMT
Eh I was going to post a serious reply but.. If you're bored, maybe you're not bored enough. To the point you hit rock bottom and a kind of existential angst about yourself sets in.. who you are, what you care about, what you're doing with your own life. At that point you can choke a while on the anxiety, revel in anger and rage, or well, somehow rise above those gut reactions and impulses, and start taking stock of your own life and sorting yourself out. If there is nothing in the world you care about (and not talking about what others care about or what media or whatever says you should care about, or whatever), but if there's really nothing that really matters to YOU and grabs your attention and involvement.. maybe just take a break and look harder. Guess I wrote a sort of serious reply after all. this world is rock bottom. you all labor. that's it. nothing more. you just wanna lie to yourself and others. i tell the truth. i don't feel anxiety anymore or fear. i've been through so much shit i don't feel a damn thing. maybe rage or anger towards the piece of shit that is behind all this. are you people blind? look around you. bots with eye-pads and prison cell phones. grid roads. overpriced boxes you call housing. poison food, water, air. labor most of your life. corpses that die in the end. what is the appeal? tell me what are you clinging on to? what are you preserving? you aren't doing magick. you wouldn't be online if you had any abilities. you all are trying to get attention with the brilliance of your words and your alpha male bullshit this world is worse than tits... |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Feb 9, 2018 1:55:56 GMT
Nuance..? What, where and compared to what is rock bottom? The gulags? North Korea? Middle East? Nazi Germany? U.S? I don't know man. Humanity has the military means to nuke the earth to oblivion several times over. Somehow we're still here, for now. I would agree that we already live in a kind of dystopian futuristic world (see Black Mirror for more on where it could go, but also of course classic dystopian novels), but you know what? As long as I have any power over my life and my choices, as long as I can get what I want, I'll go for it. While hopefully helping others in a healthy way.
Cell phone annoying? I turn it off when I want no interruptions. Grid roads with stupid rules and enormous fines. Blah yeah hard getting around that one, but hey, at least you can travel better than your ancestors. I've been living cheap for a decade now, worked, studied, saved, invested, and now it's starting to pay off. I know where to get good nutrients and food for cheap. I'm ambivalent about work in general. Now maybe I'm just lucky and in a privileged situation, but, I did what I could to make things work despite the obstacles, and now I can start crafting my life more to my liking.
Opportunities are more important perhaps than the structural obstacles. TAKE THEM, and make the most out of it. Apply yourself and put in the effort. I don't have all the answers though. I had my own visions on.. working against the system.. but uhm.. no one cared and it only got me into trouble. So my activist days are over for now. I'm going to be a selfish asshole, and just because I happen to desire it, perhaps help others in some ways. But I need to help myself first. I preserve myself because I find myself worthy of it. And tbh, life can be pretty exciting, fun and deep. I've read and heard about countless horror stories of life, present day and past, and you know what, that makes me only that much more grateful for having what I have (but doesn't wash away the general disgust I feel for humanity's many major flaws and criminal record).
(Also, no, I don't do magicks, though I wish I could turn water into fine wine or whiskey)
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Post by billusion on Feb 9, 2018 6:30:27 GMT
Nuance..? What, where and compared to what is rock bottom? The gulags? North Korea? Middle East? Nazi Germany? U.S? I don't know man. Humanity has the military means to nuke the earth to oblivion several times over. Somehow we're still here, for now. I would agree that we already live in a kind of dystopian futuristic world (see Black Mirror for more on where it could go, but also of course classic dystopian novels), but you know what? As long as I have any power over my life and my choices, as long as I can get what I want, I'll go for it. While hopefully helping others in a healthy way. Cell phone annoying? I turn it off when I want no interruptions. Grid roads with stupid rules and enormous fines. Blah yeah hard getting around that one, but hey, at least you can travel better than your ancestors. I've been living cheap for a decade now, worked, studied, saved, invested, and now it's starting to pay off. I know where to get good nutrients and food for cheap. I'm ambivalent about work in general. Now maybe I'm just lucky and in a privileged situation, but, I did what I could to make things work despite the obstacles, and now I can start crafting my life more to my liking. Opportunities are more important perhaps than the structural obstacles. TAKE THEM, and make the most out of it. Apply yourself and put in the effort. I don't have all the answers though. I had my own visions on.. working against the system.. but uhm.. no one cared and it only got me into trouble. So my activist days are over for now. I'm going to be a selfish asshole, and just because I happen to desire it, perhaps help others in some ways. But I need to help myself first. I preserve myself because I find myself worthy of it. And tbh, life can be pretty exciting, fun and deep. I've read and heard about countless horror stories of life, present day and past, and you know what, that makes me only that much more grateful for having what I have (but doesn't wash away the general disgust I feel for humanity's many major flaws and criminal record). (Also, no, I don't do magicks, though I wish I could turn water into fine wine or whiskey) you mean the fake news that you get in Nederland or the USA. you only believe there are nuclear weapons. all 'they' have to do is tell you and you believe it. tell people 'they' went to the moon, doesn't make it so... if people are living in a shithole then they should just 'off' themselves. they choose to go on. i wouldn't. i would leave immediately. but supposedly there are 1.1 billion in India and they 70% have no toilets but they are stupid and keep making babies the same as chinese. at least, that's the story. as long as something is not in your sensory IT AIN'T HAPPENING. you just dismiss what i say because you are an obedient slave. you have you ID because you are property of a Corporation and own nothing. you just say what is typical in Nederland 'niks aan te doen'. you are a good bot and pay property tax and let the Dutch authorities fuck you up the arse yeah...i know all about you Dutch with your mandatory 'identificatie verplicht'. the police can just ask for ID even when you do nothing. I EXPERIENCED NEDERLAND CORPORATION FIRST HAND so i can talk about it. what you write about other countries is HEARSAY unless you are personally therapy your response doesn't surprise me because Nederland is fascist no different than the rest of Europe which all have mandatory ID and where you can't even question the Holohaux. your opinion is meaningless because you Dutch just bend over and accept everything. pffff |
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Post by billusion on Feb 9, 2018 6:37:59 GMT
no more posting.
YOU ARE ALSO SCRIPTED
I CAN TELL.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Feb 9, 2018 14:15:24 GMT
Guess when you swing around a hammer everyone must look like a nail. One won't get much understanding or sympathy by name calling, judging and blaming. If you want change, then at least treat others with some decency. Propose different, positive, productive and viable ways to live and deal with problems, something that people can do something with, and try to be an example of it. Berating, even if you have a point, won't motivate anyone.
I laugh a bit every time someone on the internet assumes to know me and other strangers.
My past plans were to move (with like minded and dependable people) to somewhere with more freedom. I might still do that.
About standing up to police. Good friend of mine would have already been dead few times if he did that. They are trigger happy here. They once did an unauthorized search of his house. There's something really wrong here, I know it. But I also have to live. And so the question is, which routes, options in life are possible to maximize autonomy? How do you achieve that? And what does autonomy mean to you?
For me it's a matter of spirit and psyche first, before it is more concretely in the world. In order, I desire autonomy over my mind (have good self control, not be subjected to impulsivity, whim and emotionality), my body (again well controlled actions, healthy habits). In the world, I desire a close group of family and friends that are open, warm, dependable and honest. Thirdly, I don't want the rest of the world to intrude on or threaten what I just mentioned.
I know what it's like to have that violated, from personal life. I also know it from my family's history, who in the last century lived through both world wars and another war with Russia, and under socialism, and such, in the east.
How often have you been to prison? How much of your personal belongings have been confiscated? Did you get sentenced to a mental ward for months and put in isolation cell, force drugged? Have you been raped? Have you been silenced and threatened, played with and stifled by forces higher up?
Blah, I don't know why I bother to still reply.
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Post by billusion on Feb 9, 2018 19:13:10 GMT
i don't see the point in communicating with people anymore. THEY ARE LONG GONE UPSTAIRS, especially those on the internet. nothing going on between the ears.
you are like this Dutch guy i knew when i worked for Tommy Hilfiger. he was young. he told me he was gonna major in Philosophy. he told me he was 'trots om Nederlander te zijn'. he didn't understand why i started laughing.
when i was young i never saw police. i used to cross the border in to Canada without an ID. the drinking age was 18 and nobody cared. there were no security guards in school. we had a smoking area in high school. in the airport you just shoved your bag through the metal detectors. no fascist questions and all.
nowadays you young people don't even know what it's like to not have background checks, credit checks or what it's like not to have these dumb devices like eye patches and prison cell phones. your parents FAILED YOU!
in the olden days if i wanted a job i just went into the place of business. i didn't need a resume (curriculum vitae). it was easy as pie. people hired you mostly based on your character
people in the olden days were down-to-earth and not used to fascist bullshit. decade after decade of 'staged fake terrorism' and people blindly accepted the fascist measures so they could be 'safe'
it's pointless for me talking to anybody anymore because most of you are willing slaves that love their labor world. WHEN THE HUMANS START GETTING BORED THEN 'THEY' COME WITH SOME NEW LITTLE TECHNOLOGY TO KEEP PEOPLE BUSY FOR another 20 YEARS. HUMANS ARE DUMBASSES WHO GET EASILY ENTERTAINED BY TECH. happy slaves with the newest technology. (entertainment by the way means to possess or enter the mind...(keep that in mind)).
being all sensitive and taking into concern your feelings is why we all got into this mess. my anger is what real men and women do when they're pissed off and in a shithole.
i'm angry because there are no real men and women anymore. i'm stuck around people with fake arses and prissy perfect clothing have inane programmed conversations. they are boring!
you young people should just screw your eye patch or prison cell phones into your forehead or your ears because you are already bots anyways.
this world is NOT the world i grew up in. i've either been in a time warp or shifted into some lame ass world. i'm surrounded by vegans and guys holding babies and pushing baby carriages. i still can't believe i encounter so many young people that don't now what liverwurst is
and these cunts go to their yoga or meditate or do dumbass exercises in the park. are people stupid? all that shit comes from Asia. look at India and Nepal. 60-70% don't have toilets. they squat and leave shit outside. HOW ARE THEY SUPPOSEDLY 'SPIRITUAL'?
we've got black people who walk around we their arses exposed and listening to robot music.
oh...why do i bother?
i am giving up on trying to communicate with people online.
i'm already invisible to the people around me. this has got to be some computer simulation or we're in somebody else's fucked up dream world. IT SURE DOESN'T REFLECT ME ONE IOTA.
if you all are satisfied with this shithole world then have fun.
i've gotten more sane and i'm looing for the way out (never to come back)
AND NO, I'VE NEVER BEEN IN AN INSTITUTION. MY STANDING UP TO POLICE WAS WHEN I WAS HITCHHIKING AND WHEN I WAS HOMELESS FOR 3 YEARS
THERE IS A LICENSE PLATE HERE IN THE STATE OF NEW HAMPSHIRE. IT SAYS 'LIVE FREE OR DIE'
THOSE WORDS MEAN SOMETHING TO ME. I'M NOT HAPPY LIVING IN SOME SLAVE LABOR WORLD.
YOU ARE ALL UNCONSCIOUS AND PROGRAMMED.
just go back to your facebook and keep popping out babies. I WOULDN'T WANNA STRESS YOU.
world population 1950: 2.5 billion; 1970 3.5 billion; 2018 8 billion
this world is doomed. you are all LONG GONE...pfffff
NO MORE TALKING/COMMUNICATING
I'M WASTING MY TIME
GOODBYE THIS TIME FOR GOOD
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2018 0:27:00 GMT
Farewell, angry stranger.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2018 0:40:19 GMT
Guess when you swing around a hammer everyone must look like a nail. One won't get much understanding or sympathy by name calling, judging and blaming. If you want change, then at least treat others with some decency. Propose different, positive, productive and viable ways to live and deal with problems, something that people can do something with, and try to be an example of it. Berating, even if you have a point, won't motivate anyone. I laugh a bit every time someone on the internet assumes to know me and other strangers. My past plans were to move (with like minded and dependable people) to somewhere with more freedom. I might still do that. About standing up to police. Good friend of mine would have already been dead few times if he did that. They are trigger happy here. They once did an unauthorized search of his house. There's something really wrong here, I know it. But I also have to live. And so the question is, which routes, options in life are possible to maximize autonomy? How do you achieve that? And what does autonomy mean to you? For me it's a matter of spirit and psyche first, before it is more concretely in the world. In order, I desire autonomy over my mind (have good self control, not be subjected to impulsivity, whim and emotionality), my body (again well controlled actions, healthy habits). In the world, I desire a close group of family and friends that are open, warm, dependable and honest. Thirdly, I don't want the rest of the world to intrude on or threaten what I just mentioned. I know what it's like to have that violated, from personal life. I also know it from my family's history, who in the last century lived through both world wars and another war with Russia, and under socialism, and such, in the east. How often have you been to prison? How much of your personal belongings have been confiscated? Did you get sentenced to a mental ward for months and put in isolation cell, force drugged? Have you been raped? Have you been silenced and threatened, played with and stifled by forces higher up? Blah, I don't know why I bother to still reply. You do so for the ones appreciating what you have to say, like me, and diffuse the rage cloud of someone introducing himself as bored, which in my understanding results in indifferent behavior. This man rants since a few years like this, I can tell from posts of him at GLP, and he was here already as noname or so. I guess he will pop up every now and then, throw a hissy fit to anyone responding (even when not, probably), and vanish. You know them types, and he's rather quick in leaving, as we can see. |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2018 0:44:25 GMT
Forgot to add: I did not recognize him at first, but it didn't take long for him to repeat constant patterns in his interactions. ***  |
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