Post by Deleted on May 13, 2017 5:52:07 GMT
Hey CA and some old bm members..
1.
i was unwell again and left this forums again, as being told to do so by "visual voices" - months ago during jan. a few times while in dreaming, something or some force of sort tried to grab my throat, dragged me toward something, and almost drown me in water but I self-concsciously woke myself up and became okay.
2.
i got better with sheer will power of self-mental conditioning and in addition with another med which helps a bit.
3.
I'm still 'dealing' with some residual delusions.
4.
im in process of trying to articulate 'The Grand Understanding' or 'The Blue Book: Reality' - which i hope to write and share with yall.
5.
i kinda miss discussing with yall.
1.
i was unwell again and left this forums again, as being told to do so by "visual voices" - months ago during jan. a few times while in dreaming, something or some force of sort tried to grab my throat, dragged me toward something, and almost drown me in water but I self-concsciously woke myself up and became okay. 2.
i got better with sheer will power of self-mental conditioning and in addition with another med which helps a bit. 3.
I'm still 'dealing' with some residual delusions.4.
im in process of trying to articulate 'The Grand Understanding' or 'The Blue Book: Reality' - which i hope to write and share with yall.5.
i kinda miss discussing with yall. 
