Look I'm going to be honest
I don't know anything that going on outside these walls
But what had been shown and I had seen from cameras and those who speak period
Then I look around my city and put two and two since I been behind these walls for years and years no one speaking too me at all.
No one not one single person will speak any truth at all
But everyone
Is completely avoiding and or only posts memes now
No original thoughts not even pictures but memories
But all nothing but memes
Then just after last month alone poof everyone stopped
An me I'm so stressed and worry about my three I spoke about
I can sit here and many can speak riddles
But too me I just want full truth
And I won't for longer and longer since someone has to go too jail for a month and I'm left just like the four years alone with the children
While still not knowing any truth
I told my son the person who speaks the truth too me and tells me. Everything will be greatly blessed as for those who knew and not speak
Ill do the same
I don't reject anyone
I get rejected
But my sister is the most confusion
Cause she born in 92
And I was born July 6 1991
No matter what she always would respond and would speak even if we haven't spoken for a while
But when I had told my son that when my sister responds
I will then know the truth
Since I know exactly how my sister is and how she speaks and the way she responds
Butnafter I told my son and the gf that his mother
I went back too check too see if my sister at least posted finally too see if she is good and or messaged back
But when I looked deleted me off of her friends
Which she would had never done that nor I gave no reason for her too do that.
Me I just want the truth
Then when I threaten too leave Nebraska last month after everything
And what little I did find out after years later
Then they don't want me too go
But yet Nebraska gains the record of crop growth this year in harvest and. I know why.
So I know I'm being used for there own gains with my presence of it beingingnmuch rain
Same when I was living in new mexico during that time frame they had allot of rain then when I left it started to dry up again.
Like when I say things
Then here my same words being repeated by those in charge when they never had spoken such words before
Acting like I don't see them
But not knowing I speak things foolishly for a reason only.
No one gets it
I will not make no moves at all untill the full truth comes out untill then the only thing I will do is be patient.
But who will tell me the real truth
Believe me I know how people acted and posted before this year came
Too a T.
Too even how they spoken
When they posted
I'm still trying to figure out what I had done so wrong for this too even be going on.
As if this is a punishment for something I don't know what I even had done and I truly feel this way.
What ever I did I deserve it I guess just wish I knew what I had done.
When I always been in one spot with the children the only one twenty four seven
For many yeears
The reason I post this here not meaning to high jack ur thread but just hopping one day someone will tell me the truth.
I do apologize deeply