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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 19:56:21 GMT
When I was young (18-21) I had 3 choices
1. suicide
2. running away
3. deep depression
4. insanity
What transcends all of these, though?
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 20:05:42 GMT
When I was young (18-21) I had 3 choices 1. suicide 2. running away 3. deep depression 4. insanity What transcends all of these, though? So suicide attempts were 3 so far, I think. Cocaine saved my ass every time. Running away they call pathological but it was in fact just intuition telling me to do the right thing. (animal escaping its predators) 3. meh handled it through therapy and improving life 4. at first involuntary, now systematic and more spiritual approach to it. next.. not sure.. travelling always eases my mind.. |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 20:48:58 GMT
9:45 AM a moment of realization lifting the ego unification integration Lucas, 9:45 AM Ok sounds good , but what exactly did you visually? 9:46 AM I'm just a beginner universe bluish Lucas, 9:46 AM Nice And it felt so good? 9:47 AM This is to solve spiritual trauma three years ago when drugs and brainwashing material in the road were walking down that wrong Lucas, 9:47 AM Yes 9:47 AM now went well Lucas, 9:48 AM Ok well to hear. I honestly also said that the tide is turning I feel myself much better IIG 9:48 AM  Luke, 9:49 AM I have been times drugs and feel that much better. Further conversation with Kitty was also good. She felt that had to stop my parents condemn and constructive His 9:49 AM yes Lucas, 9:51 AM I am again started smoking so go ff Sig's get 9:51 AM ok Lucas, 9:51 AM But get weird stared at 9:51 AM happy for Lucas, 9:51 AM Not 9:51 AM LTA Lucas, 9:51 AM Not weird 9:51 AM I had to do all stsiekem with dad quite irritating he is not minded Lucas, 9:51 AM Yeah I think 9:51 AM very petty man Luke, 9:51 AM Wish I just say he is not open to a different attitude 9:52 AM Idd I had two assignments during this psychosis 1. try from a view other people's perspective 2. sleeping Lucas, 9:52 aM I have noticed myself that I've changed a lot these years became too flexibelr Yes 9:52 aM nice:> yes we will gladly go |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 20:54:23 GMT
Finally, relealized how damaging/dangerous 2 things are
1. loneliness and boredom..
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 21:17:59 GMT
Ok, theeeeen we also have the physical side.. Which is.. yeah come on we know this already:  |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 22, 2019 21:20:02 GMT
*pokes some egyptian dude*
how is the cubing going?
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 9:11:22 GMT
I hate my dad so fucking much.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 9:17:04 GMT
I want to forget but being sober makes me remember  I need a smoke and coffee... hahahahaha |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 10:28:49 GMT
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 11:42:39 GMT
mailyToday at 3:56 PM I'm proud of you for all the effort you are putting in, trying to get better, ur doing really good  sirblackieREDToday at 3:56 PM ah thanks this explains why i cannot sleep psychedelics prevent sleep and if this goes on for long enough, it can become a permanent psychosis mailyToday at 3:58 PM Yeah I could never sleep on psychedelics, took double as long to wear off for me I swear... sirblackieREDToday at 3:58 PM yeah mailyToday at 3:58 PM Though that seems so weird for a hospital to be like that sirblackieREDToday at 3:58 PM they do it on purpose mailyToday at 3:59 PM I guess its best not to say anything about it Right? sirblackieREDToday at 3:59 PM dutch schizophrenic population is double as high as it should be meaning they misdiagnose and also purposefully make people crazy to earn more money Confirmed, inside sabotage... |
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 15:20:38 GMT
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 23, 2019 15:20:49 GMT
-_-
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 24, 2019 9:13:25 GMT
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Post by DEUS VULT on Oct 26, 2019 6:17:05 GMT
the OP has been robbed and logged out of hi/her accounts
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Post by passiveobserver on Oct 26, 2019 18:46:33 GMT
One Hndler spotted.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 27, 2019 14:36:16 GMT
Hue hue. What is the Aedra? Hue hue..
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