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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 11:30:39 GMT
"My mission to help people with their nutrition & health almost brought me a burnout.
About 13 years ago, as a young man in my twenties, I had only one goal: help as many people as possible with their health.
10 years later I was perhaps the most famous health coach in the Netherlands.
And then it went wrong.
I was tired, not feeling well.
I was no longer the positive, energetic, powerful man my wife fell in love with had finished.
I was not the father I wanted to be.
I had health problems that I had never had before such as bothering my stomach and intestines, and complaints that I had as a teenager such as eczema and asthma came back.
I was close to a burnout.
And I absolutely couldn't go on like this anymore.
A sudden, completely unexpected twist in my life brought me on a path with the old shamans.
What I learned from them in the following 4 years and how it became the biggest turning point in my life, I will teach you this in this video.
In the video I give you my 3 greatest lessons and insights that I do have learned in those 4 years.
The video is only online for 72 hours, so watch it now. Click here.
Committed to your result,
Jesse van der Velde"
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 12:59:58 GMT
Just got off the phone with my Lawyer, Koen.
He says I have the legal right to refuse the medication, so I will do so.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 13:01:42 GMT
Just got off the phone with my Lawyer, Koen. He says I have the legal right to refuse the medication, so I will do so.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 13:24:25 GMT
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 16:06:27 GMT
At the clinic they ask, do you have cats. I reply, yes one red cat. Did you raise him? Meh, he practically raised himself. Etc.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 20:02:30 GMT
As per stated above I declined the meds, though they invaded my room again and did their very best to convince me to take the meds again......................
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 15, 2019 20:45:26 GMT
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 0:13:40 GMT
Thinking of deleting this rambling shit thread after i have a home somewhere.
Fucking tired of being on the run all my life.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 3:15:32 GMT
Too scared to sleep and keep having flashbacks and nightmares.
Topamax is some kind of medication against those.. gonna be fucking hard to get my psychiatrist to prescribe me that...
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 9:02:39 GMT
For how long can a lunatic stay in bed? >_>
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 10:34:20 GMT
Really not sure now what to do about the meds.... any tips?
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 10:53:16 GMT
I'm just panic detoxing with ginger powder now :')
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 16, 2019 10:56:48 GMT
Polish: it is enough that my heart is at least still beating
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 17, 2019 2:24:32 GMT
*silent protest in bed*
CLEAN UP YOUR ROOM!!
-no
DO IT!!
-no
YOU ARE UNREASONABLE!!
-no
-WE WILL TAKE AWAY YOUR ELECTRONICS AND ART UTENSILS!!
- FINE!!! GIVE ME ALL THE LITHIUM YOU HAVE!!
-no!!
- WELL FUCK YOU TOO!!
- personel starts getting real emotional and kicks the stupid patient out into the streets where she walks 2.5 marathons in the cold rain
rinse and repeat
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 1:54:41 GMT
*cries heavily above the remains of her dead iphone..* but.. but i... never mind... .... Since the severe refusal of the taking of the lithium (which are used as battery acid FFS), my sanity is restoring. Any questions.....
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 4:08:45 GMT
As per stated above I declined the meds, though they invaded my room again and did their very best to convince me to take the meds again...................... Same shit every day.... BJKSFDKBFSDBKSDFBJKVSBJKSVBKVSK I destroyed my phone in a rage because FUK THIS SHIT.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 6:41:26 GMT
800 mg Lithium
20 mg Aripiprazole
20 mg temazepam
before this: diazepam, olanzapine, 30 mg promethazine
False records in my psychiatric papers.
Each day and night I don't die I carve one line.
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 12:42:02 GMT
After seeing tracers and patterns, I realized I was tripping. I looked up the possible compounds, and it seems like they put something like 2CB or 2CE in the food or coffee: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2C-E
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 12:43:30 GMT
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2C-E#Adverse_effects : Adverse effects include tachycardia, hypertension, agitation, delirium, and hallucinations.[3] At least two deaths have been attributed to a 2C-E overdose This is what I get after drinking their Caffeine Dealers coffee. :/
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Post by Corvus Dei on Oct 18, 2019 12:45:11 GMT
After refusing to take meds yesterday and today, i feel calm, composed and clearer thinking again. As soon as i drink their coffee, i start getting real weird and fainting... so yeah, there is at least a correlation there..
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