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Post by Caylus Ark on May 6, 2018 16:19:57 GMT
When El Rennovar entered my life, I became Frankenstein.
When El Rennovar reentered my life…
All my senses lit up. I knew he was coming before the marble doors of the enormous estate swung open. Nobody knew the code to open those doors – nobody had the keys. Nobody could even open the gate outside and drive up to those marble doors. Only me, him and I. But that’s not how I knew he was coming. I knew he was coming because he’d impressed himself into every fibre of my being. He’d spliced the neurons firing in synchronistic patterns that announced his arrival. I’m a thing, a thing he made, and so I know it like I know my lungs, that he is there.
My eyes spring open and I jump out of my bed, my heart throbbing. It’s still dark out, but there are lingering dim lights leaking through the window from palisade outside. I was deeply dreaming but now every sense is screaming. I am far from the front doors but his footsteps resound on the tiles. I can hear his black boots scuffing against the black stone.
I’m back,
He says. He tells me in my mind. As I mentioned, I am no human anymore. I am his Frankeinstein, and we can share our thoughts. But it’s been years since he released me. Since he told me I was free, his greatest failure, and I’d believed him and I’d yearned for it to be true. I believed I was free to be nothing, just a girl again, even a lonely young woman. Knowing he can hear me, I yell into the empty room,
“You were done with me! You told me it was over!”
I can hear him laugh softly. He’s still standing in the doorway – I can see it in my mind’s eye. The marble doors are wide open and the chill breeze flows into my giant empty home. Nearly empty. If only it was still so empty. His white hair falls far past his shoulders and his eyes are shining like they only do when we are alone and the uninitiated cannot see.
“Did you really believe that?” he wonders aloud. By his tone, the idea is both stupid and amusing.
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 6, 2018 16:22:33 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 6, 2018 17:29:48 GMT
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Post by ben on May 6, 2018 17:49:57 GMT
Killpop?
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 6, 2018 18:30:27 GMT
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Post by x on May 6, 2018 21:08:14 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 5:16:13 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 21:57:52 GMT
That's what El told me.
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 22:15:04 GMT
Can you spot El? He's actually in this one...  |
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 22:16:06 GMT
I do not remember posting this here 16 hours ago. I must have really been half asleep, because my memory is of posting it in the awooo thread and nowhere else.
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 22:50:12 GMT
"Follow the white rabbit...you know where this is headed, don't you?"
When I was a child...a small, little child...I knew about an enemy of humankind. He was called "scan", for reasons I do not know.
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 23:04:52 GMT
"You are a precious flower, and the world will try to rip your petals to shreds...."
"Don't let it. Because you are a gift, a treasure...this is your oyster."
"It's tough to be a writer...sometimes the words can't contain that imagination. Tell stories, tell your stories. Eventually the stories will tell themselves, to you."
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 10, 2018 23:43:40 GMT
In the post-internet era, mk ultra programming footage is broadcasted by youtube to attract young viewers who enjoy anime and electronic music. ...just kidding. Don't fade out. Awaken with the sunrise. It's always coming for a new day. The subconscious of the world blooms like a flower with your smile. So, "hold on". Smile like you mean it. Like you really mean it. The world has a place for you. This is unconditional. Wherever you go, you can have it. It's called "love"... So please, do not forget what it feels like. Re-Mem-Ber.  |
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 0:48:19 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 17:07:51 GMT
Help me if you can
It's just that this is
Not the way I'm wired
So could you please,
Help me understand why
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires
Your
Lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
You're pounding on a fault line
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
Over this, why do you
Wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, well I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct one
Bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die
Medicated, drama queen,
picture perfect, numb belligerence
Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all it's decadence
Lying through your teeth again
Suicidal imbecile
You're pounding on a fault line
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
Over this, why do you wanna
Throw it away like this
Such a mess, well I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct one
Bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die
They were right about you
They were right about you
Lying to my face again
Suicidal imbecile
You're pounding on a fault line
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
Over this , why do you wanna
Throw it away like this
Such a mess, over this, over this
Disconnect and self destruct,
One bullet at a time
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere far away from here
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 19:52:59 GMT
"El, you asshole...I am not one of your little Salvage Projects" I said aloud even though I didn't really have to "say" anything. It just made me feel better to physically speak, hey at least the walls were listening. They even had a reply. They said, "Telepathy is a bitch". |
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 19:59:57 GMT
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 22:15:16 GMT
Somewhere along the lines, likely when I was not paying attention, wikipedia decided God Game to be an official video game genre... |
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 22:17:33 GMT
It is probably appropriate that this was found on a site pertaining to cybersecurity because...after all...in a post-internet era a la "internet of things", is not your mind a cybersecurity issue? Pardon, my absurdity is showing.  |
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Post by Caylus Ark on May 11, 2018 22:24:57 GMT
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