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Adore?  Fucking-a.  You 2 are fucking retarded.

I really need to pull out "How To Win Friends And Influence People" and reread it because right here I might go in to full regress mode.

Caylus, you say you want truth & justice?

I once got in to a beef on this site when someone insinuated I was a stalker, I had to trigger his ego because you didn't listen, had to make him go all the way and commit to his accusation. I did that not out of my own ego but rather I unleashed mine to make a point loudly, of course by now it seems long forgotten.

I even mentioned Facts (Merit) in that interaction saying that while you all seem to see him as the boogeyman, you need to just focus on you, and the snakes in your own back yard. I gave him a compliment, but it was also a warning, something to the tune of 'he's a man', and by that I did not mean to imply he was a male.

Just a few posts later Caylus, whether out of conscious or subconscious spite, you responded with something that seemed to suggest I take up beef with him. Im leaving it open as to give benefit of doubt.

Facts, in my experience with you (as Facts) I have had many positive interactions, I remember nothing but fun, as I remember it there were many tests (probably from both sides) and what I really respect is they all went nowhere, which is how it should go.

I thought we were cool for most of the time, although suspiciously aware, and by the time Green Sage thought it proper to go call me a loser & laugh about me only making $250 in 2 months of Real estate, on Seers thread after the conversation originated on a Green Sage thread, without hearing the positive that I gained from said experience which is potentially priceless, I assumed it was you showing me your weakness, one that I could exploit later is need be, but I never ruled out the possibility you were just testing me.

I would later catch a final insinuated death threat and a suspicious vehicle outside my house 3 times in less than an hour, as I stood behind a brick pillar with 15 rounds and a happy stick for good measure. Caylus, you once talked about on GLP about gangstalking as if it was just a game, only to mention the mood becoming uncomfortable when I entered the conversation and said 'that ain't gonna work'...

That night I did what any self respecting motherfucker would do, I made myself clear, made a deal to not return, I honored it, and I gave no reason since for the shit to flare up... To hate another is to hate yourself.

I didn't join this site to hate on GLP, or to hate on Facts, and I tried to steer the site in to having it's own identity that didn't involve either.

I dont know who's who or whats what but I do know ego when I see it, Caylus, on at least one occasion I stated that I supported you but not your ego, by ego I meant the dumb shit. Chris made it clear the permabanned thread was a bad idea publicly, I made it known privately however you insisted that the thread should remain as to provide free speech. You also say that you started the forum for free speech but I highly suggest you getting the understanding that Rights & Responsibilities are correlative, the limit of one governed by the extent of the other. In other words, you dont have the Right to say something that youwon't take Responsibility for... Maybe it should be rephrased "Responsibility of free speech".

I suggested that maybe the permabanned thread could be made a group PM for members only, because at least that way you could shield people from their own ignorance.

Its cringeworthy all of the fuckery thrown around under the guise of free speech, on chat Ive seen a dude accused of astral rape, no evidence, and he managed to say what he needed to say. I also see weakness celebrated, disgusting.

How come Facts gets blamed for all of the bad shit but he is never assumed to be any og the anonymous guests providing value here?

Regardless of who he is, and what you think he might be doing, you should assume there is much you dont know, and you should leave room in your assessment that perhaps he has a good side that he doesn't show you.

Someone said your site has been infiltrated, how do you know that you aren't actually friends with him right now but just don't know it?

The way I see it Caylus is that you have relatively decent intentions but as you said about me, your reasoning process is whack.

And dont think Im dogging you out Caylus, Facts could indeed be an evil piece of shit, but that isn't for you to judge. What he does on another site shouldn't be your business unless he accuses you of a crime, in that case defend yourself without seemingly provoiding evidence in support of his claim.

You have a responsibility to run your site and that should be of greater priority than your ego. The truth is that you made a lot of good points Caylus, as in I trust your perspective to be genuine, the problem is that when I look at what the record says, you got your ass handed to you. What I find noteworthy however is that for the most part, it appears to have been done with 64 oz overpadded gloves on, like you picked up a baseball bat but got beat up with fluffy pillows.

That is coming from an open minded game theorist with enough wisdom to know that you should always be aware of the possibility of things in their best light, looking out for reasons to be filled with gratitude.

I stay ready for a fight but I dont go looking for them any more, now I look for every reason not to fight, there are no winners in war except the mastermind/financiers.

In a virtual world it's easy to forget that there are real life's behind some of these accounts, kidding, but seriously, everyone has a plan until they get punched in the face, Ive seen a friend outlined in chalk with his pants pulled down, with dozens of numbered cups all around, and the road to hell is paved with good intentions, when lil homies big brother decides to cut his dreads, get his life together, before his apartment entry is littered with yellow tape.

It doesn't matter where you are from, price of life is cheap, it really only has the value that you place on it... The first step is to stop hating yourself, talking to everyone, this site and others are littered with golden nuggets to help you realize this. If the second step is to realize you have divinity within you, then the third is to recognize that so to does everyone else. Life is too short for the dumb shit.

Typed this on my phone so its unedited, and Im not in the mood to play with egos, the truth is usually between the two extremes but my rope doesn't care about your truth, only your words, otherwise known as the record.

And I understand this might not be popular, feel free to spew hate but state it as an opinion.

To sum up I$B's post - Hey you! -

he suggests to move the 'permabanned' thread, and I think that is reasonable.

Of all accusations made towards a certain someone, there is no proof indeed.

He likes you, but not your re-acting out of ego mode, and does miss objectivity.

Stop dwelling on the negative shit, really start working on self-love and exploring the divinity that is inherent to everybody.

Right, I$B?

Finally someone with some sense around here. I$B good for you. Caylus needs to stop, focus on herself, and move on. The only person she is hurting or bothering or upsetting is herself. Should she not be focusing on her myriad of mental health concerns and on repairing any physical damage done to her body from an eating disorder? One would think that would be the focus for her. Perhaps if she raised these rather paranoid sounding concerns to her therapist(s), they could help her resolve the issues she has with a bunch of people she does not actually know.

Could you calm down?

I do not like that you say Caylus should be devastated. I would not like to hear that about anyone!

Also, she does not hate him. 

It is time for her to move on, yes, and when youse all don´t shut the fuck up soon, I am gonna move all what I do consider as shit stirring to the mods only section, out of sight.

Then go to Seer and console her instead of posting here.

You do not care for Seer, otherwise you would have direct contact to her.

FYI, Caylus wants to let this Merit issue come to rest, and if you do not shut up about it, i do use the control i do have, move this thread here into the mod section AND will ban you.

Nice try. I've got hundreds to use.