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Post by Source on Oct 4, 2016 23:50:13 GMT
more notes...
The microwave transmissions continue, though at a slightly lower amplitude than in the previous weeks and months.
Usually this means that they are prepping for something.
I have been working on some basic stuff; focus, amplitude, and pushing limits..
There is something that occurred in 2015 that I want to research and develop more... it was so cool... trying to figure it all out is a challenge though.
What else... nothing has changed, it's an odd feeling - that that part is over now.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 4, 2016 23:59:42 GMT
more notes... The microwave transmissions continue, though at a slightly lower amplitude than in the previous weeks and months. Usually this means that they are prepping for something. I have been working on some basic stuff; focus, amplitude, and pushing limits.. There is something that occurred in 2015 that I want to research and develop more... it was so cool... trying to figure it all out is a challenge though. What else... nothing has changed, it's an odd feeling - that that part is over now. Does it disappoint you? |
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Post by Source on Oct 5, 2016 0:49:52 GMT
more notes... The microwave transmissions continue, though at a slightly lower amplitude than in the previous weeks and months. Usually this means that they are prepping for something. I have been working on some basic stuff; focus, amplitude, and pushing limits.. There is something that occurred in 2015 that I want to research and develop more... it was so cool... trying to figure it all out is a challenge though. What else... nothing has changed, it's an odd feeling - that that part is over now. Does it disappoint you? Yes, I had hoped for better for humankind. |
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Post by Source on Oct 6, 2016 3:42:44 GMT
Watching the mylar react to the microwave frequencies was both fascinating and creepy.
Re-centering my resolve.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 7, 2016 4:40:01 GMT
Goodnight, Kayli Lark. Some other day. Some other time. Keep looking. If you're the real deal, and not somebody trying to mess with my mind, I want to hear something that only a legit handler would know. I can tell you know how to "get to me", but if you're for real, show me something that not just any troll following some of my posting online could know. |
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Post by Source on Oct 9, 2016 23:54:40 GMT
I don't know how it started, but I know exactly how it will end.
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Post by Source on Oct 25, 2016 4:05:18 GMT
the difference between immortals and mortals is the difference between figurative and literal
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 25, 2016 4:06:16 GMT
the difference between immortals and mortals is the difference between figurative and literal That's very wise |
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Post by Source on Oct 26, 2016 2:39:10 GMT
what to say, right now?
This is what appeared in my head: I find some synch in my half-sober state, something anyone might think, might ponder on the back porch... and there is the cat. I know he is hungry. I understand hunger, or really, famine. I say to the cat: stop pretending that you love me; I know you are hungry, you don't have to pretend.
which seems to help
The point is that i am outside, lighting my half-cigarette with this cool lighter that somehow burns with a green flame at the end. I am so easily amused. Geeze.
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Post by Source on Oct 26, 2016 2:45:44 GMT
thinking that all the wierd shit that happens to me, I am reporting it as it really is - which I would think was a good way to get to the core of things... and yes. I can't spell wierd for whatever reason.
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Post by Source on Nov 2, 2016 22:06:33 GMT
I am remembering the sky sounds today.
I am thinking about the orbs and all the odd things I see and photograph in the skies..
I am remembering that just below the surface of normality - the nervous energy is rising still.
I am thinking how I have become so used to the extreme oddness of my current life - and that it will change again.
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Post by ben on Nov 3, 2016 22:52:17 GMT
Had a lot of weird dreams and scenes lately.
The one I remember the best was..hmm. Some kind of "Mandelbrot" Fractal Vision in which I was part of the structure but also the content.
Not at the same time though... weirdly. It was more of an I could switch positions of the beholder of things.
Ye... I was watching myself, not my body, but that which I was in the vision.
And then there was this "grandfather" themed ... thing. Which tried to scare me into not paying attention anymore, it was kind of psychotic in its nature. Really scared the living crap out of me, I even apologized to my fucking lightbulb. I think it was the admin of said vvision.
Bleh.
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Post by Source on Nov 4, 2016 0:46:02 GMT
Had a lot of weird dreams and scenes lately. The one I remember the best was..hmm. Some kind of "Mandelbrot" Fractal Vision in which I was part of the structure but also the content. Not at the same time though... weirdly. It was more of an I could switch positions of the beholder of things. Ye... I was watching myself, not my body, but that which I was in the vision. And then there was this "grandfather" themed ... thing. Which tried to scare me into not paying attention anymore, it was kind of psychotic in its nature. Really scared the living crap out of me, I even apologized to my fucking lightbulb. I think it was the admin of said vvision. Bleh. Sometimes power beings appear to be monsters... Or not. Mandelbrot monster has a certain ring to it  |
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Post by Source on Nov 4, 2016 20:35:03 GMT
Does the nobody have many friends? Is he a social butterfly? No friends really methinks - he embarrassed them all away.... family too.... |
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Post by Source on Nov 8, 2016 4:28:12 GMT
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Post by Source on Nov 21, 2016 20:54:12 GMT
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Post by Source on Nov 21, 2016 23:55:00 GMT
the difference between immortals and mortals is the difference between figurative and literal Perhaps better said this way: The stories of the immortals are far more literal than the mortals think... Human minds reject the impossible and assign it to metaphor and allegory. |
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Post by ben on Nov 23, 2016 19:23:21 GMT
I've met it's offspring. Dependent. Necessary. Beyond my capacity.  |
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Post by Source on Nov 23, 2016 20:55:04 GMT
The offspring of .... not quite sure of the context?
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Post by ben on Nov 26, 2016 14:23:06 GMT
The offspring of .... not quite sure of the context? Mang, it's hard to use words to describe.. If your mind is versed enough so it can zoom freely, that's what it comes down to / builds up to, you. At least in my case. Since my conciousness is the only thing I'm sure of is a thing, as in real, and if not, then that which imagines it is real, and blablabla If perspective is changed, things change, and if blablabla meh, hard to describe. but i was talking about the offspring of the granddad thingy administrator of things, which i only describe as grandpa cuz it was the oldest thing i can imagine.  i used to have a scale in my brain by which i measured my imagination, i used to believe that there is something absolute - still do, therefor my imagination was bound by that limitation, that scale to which i compared my thoughts to, by proxy, to know that my thoughts and mind was a real thaught and real - because if it's not it can't be there, was absolute or the firm believe that 1 = 1. but i kinda went on a hike one day and lost the valuecount on that scale - not the scale itself, i still have a ruler/scale in my brain, but i don't know - can't know anymore if the value of the numbers by which it is devided is absolute. i.e. this is a ruler _______ and it's scale goes to 5. so: |_|_|_|_|_| <- like this. now i know that my own scale in my mind still goes to 5, but i can not know if 1 = 1 and therefor my scales real truthfull value goes to 5, or if 1 = 2/3 and therefor even though my scale is divided by 4 "breaks" and i can see that it goes to 5, i can not know if the true combined value, the absolute, is 5 or 3 1/3. now why can't i know that 1 = 1 is another thing, still trying to understand why i do know that. goes something like 1 = 3/3 != 1, something about division. blablabla, to lazy to explain. |
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