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Post by anonymousseeker13 on Sept 29, 2018 3:08:53 GMT
btw.. i wish there was a way to convey everything i tried sharing without so much i i i language.. then again, when we refer to our experience, us Leos really cannot help ourselves... we really are here to have an experience of the ego.. so please, i mean no harm! its kinda ironic because in a lot of ways i feel like a true sense of ego is only now starting to form in my experience of life.. which is something i would like to speak to in a future post, if the previous one didnt get me banned that is:) You're all good. I have the same iii concerns. Great that you are self aware! |
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Post by anonymousseeker13 on Sept 29, 2018 3:18:12 GMT
Thinking.. Thinking.. Too much thinking? Yes perhaps.. Well, not so much perhaps but on second thought and more emphatically yes for sure.. But surely there are degrees of thinking? Yes.. but increasingly clear it has become that as of late my mind doth wonder far too much.. Musing is fun and all but time is short and so on and on we must get on with the plan.. What’s the plan again? Ah.. Life... The energy.. The bliss.. the will to be, The challenge to overcome.. To persevere as you laugh..The joy, the embrace, the gentle swaying of palm trees by turquoise waters.. Yea.. this past weekend was an exercise in the awesome power of To be. Hanging out with beautiful human souls, sharing our experience and good food and the healing power of off key singing in the sauna.. What a joy to live to breathe.. The next day.. A game changer. You see.. The message.. Is the same.. Over and over.. And over again.. And ive heard it many times before but this hardly has prevented my straying back to weaker form.. To reading too much about abstract notions i honestly.. Can probably do without. Does not Knowledge carry benefit only to the degree it results in wisdom.. and is WisDom is not about concrete Living?.. And is Living not synonymous, in the deepest sense, with Relationship..? So thank you my indigenous sisters and brothers for keeping alive the flame of right relationship between us and the rest of the Creation and for the courage and dedication to keep this flame of truth alive when the world most desperately needs it.. Poetry.. Music.. The power of Voice..the power of Women.. The power to stand up, to truly open on and take in the hurt and the pain.. It’s the only way.. To truly heal.. First the wound must be acknowledged.. The wounds we’ve carried for far too long.. And on this day.. As yesterday.. ones actively inflicted with utter impunity on the lives of the innocent.. while so many of us with the ability to do something linger on the side.. It hurts.. All of it hurts.. But the pain builds resilience.. The pain can be transmutted, alchemized.. Turned to energy to further ignite the righteous indignation sweeping thru the land.. Burning in our hearts. We are many! We are One!! You hit on some good points here - to be truly open to the hurt and pain, acknowledging the wound that we've all carried for so long...and pain building resilience. If the pain doesn't completely break us down, how do we transmute it? How exactly do we go about healing ourselves? How do we develop love and compassion for ourselves and others??? |
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Post by anonymousseeker13 on Sept 29, 2018 3:21:51 GMT
Path - I saw a recent post of yours on the other site. You mentioned the Celestials. I have a particularl interest in the story of the Dreaming Celestial. The Fulcrum told Tiamut of how he had spent countless ages watching Celestials and other cosmic beings evolve into something greater but said that Tiamut was the only one to have ever truly questioned whether The Fulcrum was doing the right thing or not. As a result Tiamut has ascended into something more than just a Celestial. Something Fulcrum simply refers to as "an Individual", one who has become The Fulcrum's equal in every aspect. The Fulcrum then tells Tiamut of how he has been looking for a Companion. Someone to travel and explore places with, that up until now only he has been able to access, and asks Tiamut if he will come with him. It is implied that Tiamut took his offer.
The Fulcrum has some explaining to do... |
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Post by anonymousseeker13 on Oct 6, 2018 5:14:19 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Nov 4, 2018 18:42:43 GMT
Hello. Why wouldn't you feel worthy? And why did you describe yourself as feeling like a caged animal? Because in the process you are broken down so much that you almost feel like you are being punished, working out a past karmic debt that makes you wonder what kind of soul you really are. You’re basically hung upside down, gutted, and left there to fester in a way. Still achingly alive and aware, humiliated, being made aware of your very real faults and weaknesses. Which tend to overshadow any good qualities or virtues maybe developed along the way. And so you feel like a speck of nothing worthwhile or anything really that good. Worse yet, is that you may actually somehow along the way have developed an ability to influence your surroundings and then you start to wonder what kind of energy you are letting loose on the world. But that’s delusional, right? That’s where the delusions of grandeur kick in and you have to keep yourself in check. There’s a lot of humble pie eaten along the way. A lot. Guess it’s about ego death. Mine is still putting up a fight. I also don’t feel that I should be thinking so outside the box - giving thought to the nothingness and void of existence really makes me very sad and lonely. I don’t know if that line of thought comes with an expanded consciousness but it feels like I am alone and adrift in an unfamiliar space. It’s harder and harder to stay rooted in most of humanity’s wavelength or level of consciousness. Kind of plugged into something else and it feels sort of comfortable and familiar but lonely at the same time. I am not out of touch with this “reality” though. Not yet anyway. I am living in two different worlds maybe. Not fully in one or the other. The caged animal reference is because I have felt that way for a long time - pre-dating GLP or anything that starting happening more actively in the last 10 years. It’s like I am on the outside looking in on your world. Watching and observing, going through some really funky and dark life situations. Like an anthropologist of some sort, learning and studying and understanding. It is as if I am not allowed to partake and do the things that so many humans do. It’s some kind of internal prime directive. Which really makes things hard because I am human. I have lived a very austere lifestyle especially in the last 10 years, of my own volition. I guess because it feels like the right thing to do. But that, in a way, sets me apart and makes me someone of a very peculiar nature amongst the vast majority. And because of the way things have been happening, it feels like somebody else is in control and schooling me on stuff, too. Like I have little to no say, which makes me mad because I have a very rebellious, stubborn, and willful streak in me. I think those qualities have always existed in my essence though. I am just sharing, hoping to better understand what is happening. Not because I think I am anyone in particular or anything special. LOL. Ascension is real. |
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Post by 47 74 The Path blueisviolet on Jan 2, 2023 15:07:22 GMT
Path - I saw a recent post of yours on the other site. You mentioned the Celestials. I have a particularl interest in the story of the Dreaming Celestial. The Fulcrum told Tiamut of how he had spent countless ages watching Celestials and other cosmic beings evolve into something greater but said that Tiamut was the only one to have ever truly questioned whether The Fulcrum was doing the right thing or not. As a result Tiamut has ascended into something more than just a Celestial. Something Fulcrum simply refers to as "an Individual", one who has become The Fulcrum's equal in every aspect. The Fulcrum then tells Tiamut of how he has been looking for a Companion. Someone to travel and explore places with, that up until now only he has been able to access, and asks Tiamut if he will come with him. It is implied that Tiamut took his offer.
The Fulcrum has some explaining to do... woooow super clap clap, so ding ding yes i said the Ano....ly is Celestial Navigator even the tiamut even if just story is 616=13 interesting |
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Why don't you sell sandals
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Post by Why don't you sell sandals on Mar 16, 2023 18:49:48 GMT
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Post by i see on Mar 16, 2023 19:05:35 GMT
Well, here you go:
This message is for the religious roundtable, patriarchy, down-low peeps, media-nites, occultists and all others:
- Grace period has ended - All that is hidden is being revealed - The standard of accountability has been raised - Confess, and repent OR Repent - As you do on to others, it will be done onto you. You will reap exactly what you sow. Be warned.
My Father, may You and Your Heavenly Hosts take charge over them and this entire realm. May Your Kingdom Come and Your Will be Done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Thank you, My Father.
May you develop a healthy fear of The Lord.
Kindly, The Messenger
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