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Post by Dragonline on Mar 11, 2017 15:33:18 GMT
Great thread.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 17:25:46 GMT
What I think is that the truth is revealed to the worthy, those with honest hearts find answers. They are given answers, answers surround them. Truth surrounds them. And, when their heart darkens, and they cease to shine, they find only tormenting questions with no answers. Both stages are part of being human - the darkness can teach us about our demons, what lives within us. The light teaches us our compassion, our empathy, and our humility. In my childhood dragon mythology, a royal Katian - which was a "dragon person" you might say, had this special ability, to summon a "light dragon"... Now, what is a light dragon? I think it's a manifestation of a good pattern. We are all patterns, in the sense of our bioenergetic interaction with reality. To summon a "light dragon"...then... Is a psychic commitment, a reward for following the path of the light. There are rewards, other rewards, for following a shadow path. But what is created from the light dragon... is a picture of the soul... |
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Post by What a joke on Mar 11, 2017 17:51:49 GMT
You are not special, Kayli Kay. You are not a dragon. You want to know why you are destroyed? Because you try to claim things as your own which as not your own. Those things do not take well to false claimants such as yourself. You have no special blood, no special DNA, no handler, nothing. You fell so hard for that fake loser Jos's drivel (notice how he disappeared when Google could no longer give him answers to copy and paste?) because you so desperately want to believe you're important. You're not. You're a bland desperate millenial that the world chewed up and spit out. And you're chubby. Worst of all, you're chubby.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 17:58:24 GMT
You are not special, Kayli Kay. You are not a dragon. You want to know why you are destroyed? Because you try to claim things as your own which as not your own. Those things do not take well to false claimants such as yourself. You have no special blood, no special DNA, no handler, nothing. You fell so hard for that fake loser Jos's drivel (notice how he disappeared when Google could no longer give him answers to copy and paste?) because you so desperately want to believe you're important. You're not. You're a bland desperate millenial that the world chewed up and spit out. And you're chubby. Worst of all, you're chubby. Well...I don't know what social media you go to. Mine is old and unusued. So who knows or cares what pictures you're looking at. I don't think I am "special". Special is a matter of - haha - "Merit". I almost wish I didn't go into treatment so I could have appeared on that Buzzsaw interview and laughed at you. That wasn't a special bloodline privilege, it was pure Merit. You know what else? That is how great souls are chosen. "Merit". Am I a great soul? I am nothing, just like the rest of us, with infinite potential, just like the rest of us. I strive to transcend my weakness, while remaining aware I am no stranger to human folly. I don't need to be great - I can create great. I can write great. I can send limitless power into the astral, because my imagination is limitless. This is not because I'm special. It's because I'm self aware. |
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Post by Nope on Mar 11, 2017 18:09:28 GMT
This isn't Merit though I see you seem to wish it was. He is not interested in you.
Baby girl, you are not self aware. You have no idea what it means to wield power. You were not given any. You don't even have imagination because you plagiarized all your writings and replies and stole others idea with no qualms. At least you could admit it. You were publicly flogged and you shall continue to be so. You are a shade, a nothing, that's true. Hear me: you are doomed to float endlessly in purgatory, you have no potential to reach, your mediocrity will destroy you in the end.
Shouldn't have touched the dark things, baby girl. Now we made you a chew toy.
How sweet you try to pretend you're good with your weight. You know the girls who actually have disorders, they really don't play. Not like you who tells everyone you're in treatment so you can the attention. Those girls hide it, never reveal it, because it isn't fake like your "disorder". You go on and tell yourself you are damaged but the real deal is that you're not even interesting enough to be damaged. You are however very good at something:
Being a victim and a hypocrite. You do THAT well at least.
You pretend to not tolerate threats but when OYE was posting about killing Merit, was he banned? Oh....
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Post by Zen the Mila Stan on Mar 11, 2017 18:15:01 GMT
You can delete our posts for Melissa but it won't change the.... what we did.... for fun.... oh, there's no such thing as hexes. Curses. Demons. Black magic. Black arts. Blood magic. You don't believe in that do you Caylus?
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Post by Not Glp? on Mar 11, 2017 18:19:17 GMT
Censoring and deleting posts but not like GLP...
You excel at hypocrisy, little Cayli.
Bye!
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Post by Chris on Mar 11, 2017 19:41:02 GMT
Censoring and deleting posts but not like GLP... You excel at hypocrisy, little Cayli. Bye! What was censored? I know things are deleted because they are garbage posts. Should this website not be concerned about being sued if they leave certain material up?
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 22:41:02 GMT
Not Merit, that leaves only Mila lol. Less than threatless, completely toothless lol. Take your dreg back to the pool party. Lmao.
Before you talk about me deleting posts, your boy toy deleted every negative thing said about him. Pathetic. I let the sad insults rot in plain sight. I only will moderate threats on my pack. Go for me.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 22:50:57 GMT
You can delete our posts for Melissa but it won't change the.... what we did.... for fun.... oh, there's no such thing as hexes. Curses. Demons. Black magic. Black arts. Blood magic. You don't believe in that do you Caylus? I do. I have the antidote too . You are 20 lifetimes too early to mess with me, little sheep. I suggest you stop toying with the dark arts and go back to your life before you're driven insane by the price of your little game.
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Post by Who am I? on Mar 11, 2017 23:13:47 GMT
Not Merit, that leaves only Mila lol. Less than threatless, completely toothless lol. Take your dreg back to the pool party. Lmao. Before you talk about me deleting posts, your boy toy deleted every negative thing said about him. Pathetic. I let the sad insults rot in plain sight. I only will moderate threats on my pack. Go for me. Definitely not Mila either. You are speaking to their mole. I have an ID here and it is well used. You will never find me. There's more than two of them, baby girl. Your pack... what a joke. You haven't clued in I am one of your trusted "pack" members? Only you sicken me so I choose to infiltrate and destroy. My word, you fools are pathetic and stupid. Go tell your therapist about me. |
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Post by Trouble on Mar 11, 2017 23:22:03 GMT
There is no antidote for the poison already dropping down your throats, little girl.
I see you think it's Mila. You're so far from the truth that I had to laugh. She doesn't waste time on you or this place. Despite what you all wish to believe, Merit and Mila don't come here and when they do go somewhere, they use their names and make it known. Word of advice though? Don't toy with her or him. They are what you might call a package deal. I think you would be quite sorry for the idiocy and poor temperment you have displayed towards two people to whom you barely exist. You're a fly, Caylus. A mosquito. If they chose to cast their gaze on you, believe me you would know it.
Keep squeaking, chew toy. I enjoy gnawing on you.
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 23:40:36 GMT
There is no antidote for the poison already dropping down your throats, little girl. I see you think it's Mila. You're so far from the truth that I had to laugh. She doesn't waste time on you or this place. Despite what you all wish to believe, Merit and Mila don't come here and when they do go somewhere, they use their names and make it known. Word of advice though? Don't toy with her or him. They are what you might call a package deal. I think you would be quite sorry for the idiocy and poor temperment you have displayed towards two people to whom you barely exist. You're a fly, Caylus. A mosquito. If they chose to cast their gaze on you, believe me you would know it. Keep squeaking, chew toy. I enjoy gnawing on you. You really think that little trick will work? Don't kid yourself. I'm not a fool. And I see right through you. I see you.
Peekaboo! 
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 12, 2017 1:39:00 GMT
This isn't Merit though I see you seem to wish it was. He is not interested in you. Baby girl, you are not self aware. You have no idea what it means to wield power. You were not given any. You don't even have imagination because you plagiarized all your writings and replies and stole others idea with no qualms. At least you could admit it. You were publicly flogged and you shall continue to be so. You are a shade, a nothing, that's true. Hear me: you are doomed to float endlessly in purgatory, you have no potential to reach, your mediocrity will destroy you in the end. Shouldn't have touched the dark things, baby girl. Now we made you a chew toy. How sweet you try to pretend you're good with your weight. You know the girls who actually have disorders, they really don't play. Not like you who tells everyone you're in treatment so you can the attention. Those girls hide it, never reveal it, because it isn't fake like your "disorder". You go on and tell yourself you are damaged but the real deal is that you're not even interesting enough to be damaged. You are however very good at something: Being a victim and a hypocrite. You do THAT well at least. You pretend to not tolerate threats but when OYE was posting about killing Merit, was he banned? Oh.... Well insurance seems to think my disorder is real. And I know all about hiding. My eating disorder went untreated for 11 years because I felt like I was above getting better. That I was "stronger"... I told people here about where I'm at because 1) I run the site and wanted them to know why I'd be inactive for a few months 2) I trust these people. They are friends. I assume your "mole" is also a friend. I don't care what this so called "mole" learns... I don't consider myself "damaged", but my trauma is real. And no, I do not talk about my trauma online. The truth is that i have done nothing in treatment except for being honest. I didn't come up with the diagnosis. Including ptsd. Was not the one who suggested it. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 12, 2017 7:54:30 GMT
You can delete our posts for Melissa but it won't change the.... what we did.... for fun.... oh, there's no such thing as hexes. Curses. Demons. Black magic. Black arts. Blood magic. You don't believe in that do you Caylus? Don't worry, I have read them and had a hearty laugh. I do apologise for the stress I did cause in trolling you, when you came here to piss around in foreign territory. You have no idea what I know and have seen either, so all the time you may spend in summoning entities and such is futile in a sense, that they won't get (to) me, and you should know they need to do the work they were called for, eventually (re)turning then to the person who called them... Let it be for good, and don't trap yourself in a loop that could become a downward spiral.  |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 12, 2017 11:06:49 GMT
You can delete our posts for Melissa but it won't change the.... what we did.... for fun.... oh, there's no such thing as hexes. Curses. Demons. Black magic. Black arts. Blood magic. You don't believe in that do you Caylus? Don't worry, I have read them and had a hearty laugh. I do apologise for the stress I did cause in trolling you, when you came here to piss around in foreign territory. You have no idea what I know and have seen either, so all the time you may spend in summoning entities and such is futile in a sense, that they won't get (to) me, and you should know they need to do the work they were called for, eventually (re)turning then to the person who called them... Let it be for good, and don't trap yourself in a loop that could become a downward spiral. CayCay, I would like to copypaste that into a thread of mine at ICOM, if you don't mind. A member there was uncomfortable when I linked in here to a thread of his, which is totally understandable - I was spontaneous and didn't think that through, so I thought I do ask now before doing anything. Merit and Mila did join there, and the/their mole says,they don't check in here, so I thought, maybe they are interested to know what fans of them do else in their pastime. |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 12, 2017 15:20:06 GMT
Don't worry, I have read them and had a hearty laugh. I do apologise for the stress I did cause in trolling you, when you came here to piss around in foreign territory. You have no idea what I know and have seen either, so all the time you may spend in summoning entities and such is futile in a sense, that they won't get (to) me, and you should know they need to do the work they were called for, eventually (re)turning then to the person who called them... Let it be for good, and don't trap yourself in a loop that could become a downward spiral. CayCay, I would like to copypaste that into a thread of mine at ICOM, if you don't mind. A member there was uncomfortable when I linked in here to a thread of his, which is totally understandable - I was spontaneous and didn't think that through, so I thought I do ask now before doing anything. Merit and Mila did join there, and the/their mole says,they don't check in here, so I thought, maybe they are interested to know what fans of them do else in their pastime. Go for it Zen  |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 12, 2017 15:26:14 GMT
Silly silly silly. So would you like me to get to the dirty secret, Caylus? You can no longer control me and you can't stop yourself from what I am--we are--about to do. Yes, we. You. And me. We. Yourself. When you started playing this game, you didn't think you'd lose hold of the steering wheel but would you like to tell them how you made me up? That YOU are the mole? That I don't even exist? You wanted to prove you had some kind of credibility, didn't you? But you can't take it anymore. All this lying to your "friends", your "pack". You already invented the story of going into treatment to try and show everyone here how "damaged" you are. Do you want to tell them the dirty secret now? That you lied all along? That there is NO TREATMENT? How you deceived everyone here? That right now YOU are talking to YOURSELF? And why are you letting "me" tell them all this now? The guilt has driven you to the point where you give up and quit. You don't want this anymore. This forum is a chore for you because you didn't come out of it looking like a special star as you thought you would and now you're tired of fighting it all. When you decided to try and play this game a couple of months ago you knew it would culminate in "us" talking. You knew that the ONE THING you have to offer to prove your "damage" is that there is another side of you, an alter ego if you will. But did you think your own mind would fracture on you by your own hand as it has tonight? Did you think that you'd wake up tonight, head to your own site and post this very message yourself and finally make a confession? No. You didn't. But you did it anyway. You see, Caylus, I have won. You will deny all of this when you sign in as the "brave" Caylus Ark, the young girl in "treatment", the "strong" Kayli in "recovery" for a disorder she does not have. Tell them the truth, Caylus. They might not even believe me... you... but it does not matter. The seed will forever remain in their head. Unless you delete this when "Caylus" sees it, of course. The fact is you are wrecked. You will always be wrecked but the person who wrecked you is YOU. You wanted damage? I give you damage. But, remember, when you look upon yourself, remember that YOU are your very own victim. Happy now? Now they know you are the mole and the creator of this little "site war". You might not let me come out of your mind tomorrow so I may never be back. You might block this all out by dawn. But I'm always here, Caylus. You can't have friends because everything you say and do is a lie. You went out of your way to create this place as a home for yourself but it's just a home for your perpetual victimhood. Congratulations. You got what you wanted all along. Quod me nutrit me destruit. This is truly the funniest thing read in a long time, so thanks! I don't want anybody's pity party for me being in treatment. If you don't believe me, that's stupid but your call. I'm not going to copy/paste insurance claims merely to satisfy your curiosity. You can't mind fuck me with such obvious and graceless techniques. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 12, 2017 23:15:04 GMT
CayCay, I would like to copypaste that into a thread of mine at ICOM, if you don't mind. A member there was uncomfortable when I linked in here to a thread of his, which is totally understandable - I was spontaneous and didn't think that through, so I thought I do ask now before doing anything. Merit and Mila did join there, and the/their mole says,they don't check in here, so I thought, maybe they are interested to know what fans of them do else in their pastime. Go for it Zen Thanks, hehe, but meanwhile I thought I do wait and see what they do over there. So far, from what I have seen, they do behave well. I want to spend my time with other things than poking into people elsewhere… for now  It it was fun to troll a troll though, as I did not do that for over a year or so ^-^ |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 12, 2017 23:20:27 GMT
Go for it Zen Thanks, hehe, but meanwhile I thought I do wait and see what they do over there. So far, from what I have seen, they do behave well. I want to spend my time with other things than poking into people elsewhere… for now It it was fun to troll a troll though, as I did not do that for over a year or so ^-^ I have no intention of harassing anybody either... I also have no intention of being bullied into obscurity for existing on another forum. I will just be and hopefully it'll go no further then that. |
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