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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2016 19:32:22 GMT
Thank you everyone for your posts,
I enjoyed my time here reading them.
Safe travels
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 16, 2016 23:20:41 GMT
Sol, thank you for your thoughtfulness and for your honesty and sincerity with me and Seer and everybody here. You have never been afraid to say what you really think even if it means people will disagree with you and in my eyes that makes you a person that can truly be considered trustworthy. I enjoy your amvs here and you should know your opinion and values have real meaning to me.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2016 0:48:07 GMT
Caylus, what an amazing thing you have created with this forum and with your writings. You are an intelligent, creative, inspiring, kind, gentle and all around lovely young lady, and it is a privilege to be in your presence. You and your wonderful friends give me hope for the future of humanity. Bless you. :-)
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Post by Caylus Ark on Oct 19, 2016 3:23:59 GMT
Thank you Andrea! And thank you for coming to my forum and my blog and supporting my efforts here, it means a lot to me that you do and you have been here from the beginning ! Your insight and contributions to the handling thread have also been enormously perceptive and I appreciate that you bring to the table all kinds of questions that I couldn't necessarily dream up.  I'm so happy to have you with us! |
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Post by ben on Oct 21, 2016 21:07:25 GMT
Chrispy, not sure if you will read this since you're kind of on/off all the time. Mang, let's be stupid again, together. Miss you bro.
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Post by ben on Oct 21, 2016 21:08:24 GMT
Xlegic, you're awesome in so many ways I won't bother laying them out here. I hope for us to develope a deeper relationship one day. <3
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Post by ben on Oct 21, 2016 21:09:31 GMT
Jos, we still haven't had the chance of getting to know each other. But I know how much you did for this forum just by being here, thank you.
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Post by ben on Oct 21, 2016 21:10:39 GMT
Sol, whenever I see oyu post I get giddy. You're taste in music is awesome. Just so you know. xD
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Post by ben on Oct 21, 2016 21:18:55 GMT
Seer, I know you hang around in chat a lot. But this has nothing to do with this site, more with your mad thread, i honestly am amazed at your composure. I witnessed a little of the stuff you are confronted with, girl, you're hardcore. <3
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Post by Source on Oct 28, 2016 19:25:49 GMT
Caylus - You are odd. Though there are days I think you (and I would be hurt if you didn't think the same of me) are either the most badass agent creation out there; but mostly not. I always connect that my interactions with pi on the X Thread - I can't remember the term I kept using... the slow proccess of learning who was a nobody (whom I often affectionately call the noobs, they are the elite messianic infrantry and you Caylus (and pi, and ben and well lots of you all here - are these - like a jedi/cyber/mad/hyper\warrior and the first trial for most of you/us is that sometimes we fight it out - ISB - because we mistake(okay - I mistake) the frequency/resonance as a threat, as it it so close to our own.
Furthermore - Caylus - you are almost as prolific (and fast) of a writer as my sister is ( my sister is still faster - for now) you are too smart, suspiciously so, and you STILL fail to see that you are at the center of the Everest of conspiracy, nay the mount Olympus of conspiracies - which is a good thing, also - annoys the freaking hell out of the tptb sometimes (it is a trait we share, to some degree)
Back to you - you are more powerful and famous and influential than you can grasp, or could believe, but that's why I like you, and why are still on this thing... and just when you think you have it all figured out, and it all works, you will find out that
everything you think you knew, even the everything that replaced the old everything - it's all wrong.. well most of it.
When you figure out that maybe you didn't just go crazy, that in fact some freaky military mind weapon did it (I suspect this, but idk realy)
and you think that the chances of that are so small - until they write "WE DID IT CAYLUS" and follow that up with a full page thing in the wall street journal...
anyways....
1) there are no actual blue monarch butterflies - what if there....were?
2) The ct world is a wasteland - filled mostly with zombies and is fully controlled by all the wrong people - ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US (Did I hear a gulp out there?
goot run - more later
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Post by Source on Oct 29, 2016 8:45:18 GMT
More to say about Caylus - but first....
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Post by Source on Oct 29, 2016 9:03:31 GMT
Xlegic - I was stunn3d and heartbroken by your poem... The poem is still resounding so that's all I can say.
Also -regarding what you said in the what is god thread...
I am so sorry... I felt it for so long... and it was never meant to be like that, for anyone, and ---- more to say just still can not get the words out...
About picture of the girl: she cares about you, specifically. - I have picture of her somewhere I will find it.
You are awesome - I don't know much about you yet, but I am interested in hearing what you have to say, and how you see, and what is happening around you...
I will tell the stars to keep watch over you... maybe the little birds too.
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Post by Source on Nov 10, 2016 11:15:31 GMT
Chris M - I keep thinking about you; how you effect others in particular... The day that we chatted, you had already inspired Seer to start baking (you asked if she had any hobbies) then later we started talking, you told me about your mom (how is she?) and being homeless, and then? You wanted us to listen to a song you had recorded, which was AWESOME and I asked what you used to record it -- on your phone, while your mom was getting chemo..." And I thought "Wow." And so I got my gear out and recorded a track or two - something that I had done very few times in the last 10 years, when my friend and musical collaborator died. I then went on to tell a friend about you, and your mom, and homelessness and there he is making music and being funny and cool and that it made me want to try harder and that she should too... (that is the short version Anyways - I am still getting to know you, but I wanted to say these things now. hope to run into you on Chat soon |
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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2016 21:09:36 GMT
Caylus Ark - You're among.. badass shining ones. No formal explanation or justification is needed - fuck it all for a moment and just right get down to how fucking awesome you are.  |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 24, 2016 19:51:01 GMT
Ben -  -> you |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 11, 2017 17:17:49 GMT
I have a message for you, Merit.
I know you were stalking the chat logs for a long time.
I also know, on New Years, I send you a PM; I said, "I'm burying the hatchet with you. It's fine if you don't want to."
I meant what I said. I haven't been on GLP since then. Have your crew, have your girls, have your pretty little drama.
There is no reason to come after me.
You, are no threat to me.
I, am no threat to you.
Just a thought.
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Post by I$B on Mar 12, 2017 17:00:26 GMT
I have a message for you, Merit. I know you were stalking the chat logs for a long time. I also know, on New Years, I send you a PM; I said, "I'm burying the hatchet with you. It's fine if you don't want to." I meant what I said. I haven't been on GLP since then. Have your crew, have your girls, have your pretty little drama. There is no reason to come after me. You, are no threat to me. I, am no threat to you. Just a thought. Hi Caylus, (and everyone) I'm going to assume that because I get no sleep beyond the 2 hour or so mark that you assume I am crazy, if for no other reason, I mean it's approaching a month now so I could very well be whacked out of my fucking mind, reasoning process could have abandoned me weeks ago, and I and what I am saying could be unreliable as fuck, admittedly, as neat as it might sound. (I know you see what I just did) My sense of time is fucked right now so I can't remember when but before a particular thread that came up this week (I think), I had this lofty ass idea that I might try to unite, or re-unite, or bridge (without being walked on) the two of you together... I have no wine glass to my face so feel free to slap the shit out of me, it's all gravy baby (just don't slap me for the way I said that). It all just seems so pointless, says the guy who has the least amount of hours invested in the arena and doesn't know shit about the politics, and I have have no authority or solid verifiable claim to present to you that if you were to listen to me that such would be mutual between the two of you, merely intuition, instinct & my own perspective of things irrespective of how unreliable & whack my reasoning process might be... I heard it said the other day that "fake it 'till you make it" is a bad way of expressing a solid principle and I agree, but that 'acting as if', in this case the hatchet were buried, combined with keeping faith & trust in teh process, is the mindset to achieve a buried hatchet and perhaps more, more being whatever 'you' make it. I don't always know how to move forward, what my next move is, or what I'll learn next, so this isn't judgement or even advice but rather a seed, just a seed (like a thought), which can be nurtured or it's potential left unexplored. I just know that true =/= truth, and that perspective is worth more than any fact (seriously no pun intended) |
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 12, 2017 17:09:24 GMT
I have a message for you, Merit. I know you were stalking the chat logs for a long time. I also know, on New Years, I send you a PM; I said, "I'm burying the hatchet with you. It's fine if you don't want to." I meant what I said. I haven't been on GLP since then. Have your crew, have your girls, have your pretty little drama. There is no reason to come after me. You, are no threat to me. I, am no threat to you. Just a thought. Hi Caylus, (and everyone) I'm going to assume that because I get no sleep beyond the 2 hour or so mark that you assume I am crazy, if for no other reason, I mean it's approaching a month now so I could very well be whacked out of my fucking mind, reasoning process could have abandoned me weeks ago, and I and what I am saying could be unreliable as fuck, admittedly, as neat as it might sound. (I know you see what I just did) My sense of time is fucked right now so I can't remember when but before a particular thread that came up this week (I think), I had this lofty ass idea that I might try to unite, or re-unite, or bridge (without being walked on) the two of you together... I have no wine glass to my face so feel free to slap the shit out of me, it's all gravy baby (just don't slap me for the way I said that). It all just seems so pointless, says the guy who has the least amount of hours invested in the arena and doesn't know shit about the politics, and I have have no authority or solid verifiable claim to present to you that if you were to listen to me that such would be mutual between the two of you, merely intuition, instinct & my own perspective of things irrespective of how unreliable & whack my reasoning process might be... I heard it said the other day that "fake it 'till you make it" is a bad way of expressing a solid principle and I agree, but that 'acting as if', in this case the hatchet were buried, combined with keeping faith & trust in teh process, is the mindset to achieve a buried hatchet and perhaps more, more being whatever 'you' make it. I don't always know how to move forward, what my next move is, or what I'll learn next, so this isn't judgement or even advice but rather a seed, just a seed (like a thought), which can be nurtured or it's potential left unexplored. I just know that true =/= truth, and that perspective is worth more than any fact (seriously no pun intended) I don't think it's possible, the guy dislikes me to say the least, and he won't even admit to stalking when he made it clear he (or his gal) was stalking for months in the chat... I said 'I'll bury the hatchet' and hoped it was over, but someone still has a bone to pick and there is only one person it really could be. I would put it behind me if I could, honestly I would. And one of the trolls mentioned "site wars", like this is a forum war between me and glp or something. Obviously that's not the case, it's no competition whatsoever, we don't even have a real domain name. I take issue with being stalked and attacked, by "whomever" it is. They are my issue. It's just of my suspect list, there is literally only one logical choice, and it's a sneaky mind fucky kind of person who could lie without a second thought. I'll suspend judgement in light of new evidence, but I'm not an idiot and this person ought to know I don't buy the lies. |
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Post by I$B on Mar 12, 2017 17:19:43 GMT
"I'll suspend judgement in light of new evidence"... - You're so on point.
I just wanna repeat "true =/= truth"
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Post by Caylus Ark on Mar 13, 2017 17:40:49 GMT
Thank you so much for the donation Alex! I will update the donation page when i get home today.  |
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