A Lots of Weird Went on/Going on

Xlegic , I understand what you were going through. I was going through something very similar in January / December of 2016, as I know I've told a lot of you. I was seeing the hidden coded messages in all media - like "reading between the lines" at a weird and extreme level which I realize couldn't have been real in retrospect but which felt real to me at the time. I felt like a lot of stories that were coming out at the time were being written about my astral accomplishments, or that I represented some kind of archetype and I was the source of that archetype and its inspiration.

People were also saying weird stuff to me that seemed super significant. Of course as you and I know this is the hallmark of a classic episode of psychosis but people who have not experienced it for themselves simply don't understand. I have read a lot of psychologists who say that psychosis and psychotic patients scare them because they don't understand 'sync' or psychosis. I think that psychosis is an untrained state in which we are broadcasting our thoughts and our emotions so much that we begin to see those thoughts and emotions reflected in everything around us. Our brains become incapable of not perceiving the psychodrama which literally defines the individuation of a personality - that hero's journey stuff.

Anyway - I don't mean to intrude on your story. I just want to tell you, I know how scary and strange "wonderland" (what I call it) can be. But also know this, it's a place where there are infinite stories for you to come back with, stories that have never on earth been told before. So even if it's scary and strange it's not all bad - there is a silver lining.

I don't know if you remember but I deleted my original "GLP" account Caylus Ark (In december) because there was something weird in my head telling me I needed to get away from GLP and everything on it or it was all dangerous for me. It was some weird instinctual thing and I obeyed without even thinking twice. Later Seer told me it hurt her feelings I left without saying anything and I realized at the time her feelings didn't even occur to me - I was in such a weird and eclipsed state of mind that I felt like she was somehow already synced with what was happening to me and somehow she'd already be aware why I deleted my GLP account.

The timeframe fits with me too.
This psychotic phase in particular did last until mid March in my case, mixing with some mother related pattern stuff to solve by living through it.

Yeah I think that place really gets in your head and does something funny to it...
maybe unless you're totally immune to that sort of thing (but those kinds of people don't usually end up on glp right?)
I used to think of it as an electromagnetic containment facility for potentially metabreaking minds
And I've used that as a sort of springboard for something creative I'm working on
So something positive is always on the horizon even from toxic stuff
don't rush yourself, if you feel that push in your gut to talk more about it go for it
if not, maybe it needs time, or who knows.
best to go with your gut, even if you have to leave.
it usually knows whats best, your intuition

Collective unconscious: How gut microbes shape human behavior
www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0022395615000655

I like them and i do stuff in cooperation with them a lot as things become easier to prove and taboos (emotional) become overwhelmed by general interest 

With in between I mean the time from the gut telling, to visible results. Can take years, and decades.

Welcome back Xlegic!

(#1 is spot on, there is war going on between the so-called elites/military/tptb and Creator)

I am glad to hear from you.

related

Researchers have developed a new method for making effective calculations in "high-dimensional space" – and proved its worth by using it to solve a 93-dimensional problem.

Researchers have developed a new technique for making calculations in "high-dimensional space" – mathematical problems so wide-ranging in their scope, that they seem at first to be beyond the limits of human calculation.
In what sounds like the title of a rejected script for an Indiana Jones movie, the method improves on existing approaches to beat a well-known problem known as "The Curse Of Dimensionality". It was devised by a team of researchers at the University of Cambridge.
In rough terms, the "Curse", refers to the apparent impossibility of making calculations in situations where the number of variables, attributes, and possible outcomes is so large that it seems futile even to try to comprehend the problem in the first place.
A simple example is this: Imagine that you have a cup containing 100 grains of rice. You pick it up, shake it, and put it down again. The arrangement within the cup changes, but what are the chances of that arrangement occurring, relative to all other possibilities?
While most people would reasonably consider that problem not just impossible, but largely pointless, it illustrates the type of maths needed to make predictions about much bigger – and more meaningful – issues.
phys.org/news/2016-10-method-effective-high-dimensional-space.html

some of you will recognize the design /z\ utilized 

Yes, it´s a quick process itself, to receive information from the gut. I should´ve make it more clear with an example - so, the decision for the profession I learned was made by listening to what the gut told, not my mind. It proving as something not regretable came along the way, and did show and shows itself since then.

Basically, it boils down to free will or not, and how we can nourish ourselves, thus our environment too.