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Post by Amadeus on Aug 11, 2016 21:31:42 GMT
causing what you want to occur causes you to wonder what you are wondering what you are never causes what you want to occur in a manner it should occur how could it whatever it is Yes, that could be because I am still struggling a bit with between my logical/ethical thinking/attitude and emotional feelings. I believe that is true
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2016 11:56:59 GMT
1. (ceasing to think, but be marveled[feel] at the beauty) 2. (looking to the sky, beginning from bottom to beyond) 3. (all the way to the terran sun) 4. (emotional / chaotic feelings ready to take over) + 5. (logical / order. moving in.) = 6. 7. (union of logic and emotional feelings.)
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2016 15:03:45 GMT
those montages ya doin, yeah, THOSE fookin montages....
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Post by Deleted on Aug 13, 2016 19:46:30 GMT
1. Past and situations that are present in linear manner / linear time catalyze one's desire to actualize and experience/re-experience something/whatever it is.. in now to future. 2. Past and future are mental constructs / probabilities. The actualization occurs in the present 'now'. It could be said that past precursored the now and future events, but what if it is morphic nature of interconnected events between past, now, and future... all are collapsing into the present and absolute 'now' - however how long as time seem to last lifetime or longer so or that to happen? 3. We make up the time, we are the time. 4. Semi-deterministic causality for every conscious beings/entities/everything? 5. Self-discovery process for one and others, to understand and actualize something in the present now - and maybe via mandala effects in the past and future simultaneously into the present 'now' to fulfill desire/wishes? 6. Torus / morphogenetic field surrounding and the desire (or present 'now' time) is at the center of it?
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Post by Amadeus on Aug 13, 2016 19:58:54 GMT
confident coherence nice emotional exposures good visuals I like that /z\ post
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Post by Montblanc on Aug 14, 2016 1:21:25 GMT
1. 2. Easy for me to say that.. but its really difficult to do so. I have quite a handful of dreams. 1. cure deafness2. accumulate some knowledge/understanding about psychology, economics, history in general, mystics/occult, and even perhaps physics as well. 3. establish x-survival core system (replacement for Eco-Life Survival System), removing the money currency & system in the process - and removing barriers to further advancements in research, education, technology, and piece all puzzles together. Eco-Life Survival vs Monetary System4. assist/help myself and ppls realize their dreams or something like that, unlock humanity potentials and go beyond... Far-fetched dreams, yeah? 1. is a pointless and possibly insulting effort, deafs, and deaf-mutes have developed their own subculture through time, with a language of their own. They take great pride in what they've accomplished with their own means. While some of them, likely those not born into it, might thank you, most would reject it. After all, they make do with one less sense but with all others heightened because of it. It's more important to have strong weaknesses than strong strenghts.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 14, 2016 2:27:59 GMT
Montblanc, yeah I kinda knew what you said because I am deaf myself since around birth. These days I don't have that much pride in deaf culture and ultimately my own self identify. The deaf community and friends don't really care about me. I cared about some of them deeply in past, and I used to feel belong to them long time ago but now... no, nada. Some of my ex deaf friends abandoned me when they knew of my experiences with psychosis episodes which sort of label me as having a minor form of schizophrenia or something like that. My sense of pride.. as being deaf is gone now.
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Post by Montblanc on Aug 14, 2016 2:49:37 GMT
Montblanc, yeah I kinda knew what you said because I am deaf myself since around birth. These days I don't have that much pride in deaf culture and ultimately my own self identify. The deaf community and friends don't really care about me. I cared about some of them deeply in past, and I used to feel belong to them long time ago but now... no, nada. Some of my ex deaf friends abandoned me when they knew of my experiences with psychosis episodes which sort of label me as having a minor form of schizophrenia or something like that. My sense of pride.. as being deaf is gone now. Ah ok, I kinda sensed that it was personal for you since it's 1. Not criticizing though , who am I to judge anyway, I just want to say that there's no point in seeking cures for what we don't understand, like in X-Men 3. Obviously I hit as far from the truth there. Are those reactions general in a national cultural sense or just from a community that doesn't want the extra stigma attached? That's the dark side of society though, alienating all "abnormality" to preserve the collective's sense of worth. But you know, sign language is kind of cool, it's almost like invisible communication considering only a few % knows it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 14, 2016 17:00:30 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Aug 15, 2016 21:40:22 GMT
***** causal events leading to present 'now' ***** 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 18, 2016 6:27:57 GMT
Pizza Time! 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 3:03:34 GMT
Trying to kickstart myself into re-learning/doing 3D illustration/animation but tonight.. not feeling it. But soon tho.. its been about six years since I was fully serious about doing it. Idk what to do tonight except maybe put together something funny shit.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 3:10:02 GMT
Trying to kickstart myself into re-learning/doing 3D illustration/animation but tonight.. not feeling it. But soon tho.. its been about six years since I was fully serious about doing it. Idk what to do tonight except maybe put together something funny shit. I'm feeling your simplicity tonight too
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 23:56:47 GMT
Guess which admin/mods are? lol (only intended to be funny) 1. - ? + + 2. - ? + + 3. - ? + +
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Post by Montblanc on Aug 20, 2016 0:21:33 GMT
Guess which admin/mods are? lol (only intended to be funny) 1. - ? + + 2. - ? + + 3. - ? + + Haha, piece of cake. 1-ben 2-Caylus 3-Zimmer
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2016 6:10:47 GMT
I just figured my past till present could be actually stitched events together to make it appear consistent or linear, removing or omitting events/memories/experiences which I might have been part of...
Lately I've been unable to recall many detailed experiences.. not in abundant as it used to be. Now its like... nothing. But..
Sometimes whenever I try to remember I get random mental visual pictures of events which I do not recall being part of ....
What is going on...
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Post by ben on Aug 25, 2016 6:34:46 GMT
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