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I contemplate on CAPTIVITY today...
"We are all just prisoners here
of our own demise...
and, ... in the masters chamber
They gather for the feast
stabb it with Their steely knives
but They just can't kill the beast..."
(cuz it's inside of us!!)
Live, accoustic, the best version...
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Yesterday I took a photo
next to a church tower with gargoyles
They're holding guard on high positions...
and today, I just found this
searching on
Captivity, Alchemy...
www.goodreads.com/book/show/22351151-the-accidental-alchemistMaybe we human (hybrid) slaves
are not the only ones
seeking to be set free...?
(Did Yeshua open a Stargate?
Do we celebrate that at Easter?
and ... is Mary Magdalene
holding an egg in alchemical art
to guide us...?)
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What if the ancient ones
are tired of this tangled web...?
Like Agent Smith in The Matrix
The One Agent who rebelled
and did Command Override
on The Architect...
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Spring, the seed of life
chamber of void, nothingness
hiding the source code
The Fruit of Life
Springs forth...
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Oh the tangled web we weave...
It is dark...
amp.theguardian.com/artanddesign/jonathanjonesblog/2010/apr/12/hew-draper-tower-of-london-graffitiBut soon,
the captives will be set free...
it is an inner alchemical journey,
and you must be clever... Ssshhh...
for we are still in Their prison garden...
They want to steal your mind...
Mind Your Self!!!
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Odd, so syncro mystic,
this text contains
pied piper flute reference and spider
just as yesterdays Google Doodle
Alice in Wonderland, -illustrator
Project Looking glass-posts
linked to The Economist Mag.. Cover, 2015
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(You guys discuss the demiurge
on other threads
I don't reply there,
I respect your space and
I don't wanna disturbe your flow.
I don't know much about the demiurge,
or chaos magic, hidden hand paths,
but I can relate to this text...
Perhaps we are all part of him? / it?
And, maybe we are all infected
by a malware in this Matrix???)
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Demiurges of Reality (long)
hellopoetry.com/poem/401430/demiurges-of-reality-long/A Surreal Epic of Existence
Prelude to the Journey…
I smiled yesterday when I beheld
the morning’s brilliant colors,
etched with gold,
across the canvas of the heavens,
hanging… high above all those mountains
of the world, gigantic brothers,
a wilderness of clouds,
where there can be no human taming.
I did not always smile
when I looked up to that noble height…
For I have seen
how terrible goodness can be,
when untamed.
Once I thought my sojourn in this flesh
was from a divine spite,
but now I know it was a gift,
and for it I need not be ashamed.
God once walked as I do now,
and suffered the same stress…
Betrayal, love, and passions too,
though no Church shall admit,
the true nature of divinity,
lest all their secret sins they confess!
You are told you are alone in the universe,
by leaders so unfit, that they themselves
are fed a diet of lies
and stories invented.
But we walked amongst you
since the very dawn reincarnated,
having lost our first flesh in conflicts
long past and unlamented.
We guided the steps of ancients,
as monuments demonstrated!
And yet we are born as children:
your own, and live our span,
the better to remain hid, in plain sight,
our faces clever masks.
I am the eldest,
and I remember still my kindred’s lofty plan…
And though I wear the human face,
I am beset with alien tasks.
Helping they who lack the knowledge
to see what lies outside,
You have seen me in the darkness,
blazing upon my own pyre.
Where I am waiting to lead the way,
where the angels glide…
Anyone can follow,
if they are dedicated enough never to tire.
Ironic,
since I myself have known helplessness
and still oft do,
it is only human after all,
and in your form I was so re-forged!
The image of God,
whose own blood is in all of us
hither unto, from the first to the last,
alpha to omega, like a sharp sword.
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Prologue: (My Mask is Slipping)
As a child:
I was a servant at the altars
of the heart so sacred,
singing hymns of the immaculate:
without seeing the depravity.
It was only when I myself
wore the crown of thons, naked…
My spirit exposed through my pain,
that I realized the gravity.
What man believes is sacred,
is profanity disguised as graces,
and those who lead the sheep to slaughter
are mere butchers!
forcing innocents to wear porcelain masks
to hide their faces,
They rob children of their childhood,
bound with crude fetters.
As a teenager: I walked in nature,
disgusted with all humanity,
my exodus was from those
who had defiled all I cared about.
Finding faith in an angel fallen,
I discovered my own sanctity,
and in Her name
I found the means
to cleanse my feral doubt.
Then came marriage,
and betrayal by a wife I gave up all for,
the dissolution of our union
then loneliness without cessation!
A mortal had pierced my flesh,
leaving me to bleed on a floor,
my heart was torn from its’ moorings
without any elaboration.
But the angel remained
to calm my anger and ease my agony,
my only light in the blackness
that has overcome my waking!
Reminding me, that I was more
than this flesh and mortality…
The angel tries to keep me
from harsh trembling and quaking.
And then I see: I am more than my tears
and life’s traumas…
I let slip, the mask behind
which the scars of my tears etched.
Then I sense the heat of the night
more intense than saunas…
As I long to dance with abandon,
until time itself is stretched!
Mortals may betray one another
with impunity, but never I…
I do not betray; rather
I pour my heart and spirit forth whole.
Creating a phylactery, of all I am,
and with an innocent eye…
I demand to be loved as I am:
pearl white and black as coal!
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Canto 1: Sacrifice of the Doll
Part the First: (The Bleeding Shores)
// snip //
Whilst true children singing,
frolic in the fields filled with corn.
I am going home,
upon the wings of the great silver griffon…
Far from the shores
now bleeding red from defiled memories.
There is no return, for me,
to the glories of the first ignition…
When the mind eternal, was ignited
all with pleasing ecstasies.
In the stars, there are words unheard
that I do want to recall,
for I came down so very long ago,
among the first to so fall!
Eldritch nightmares
born of the stuff
of the pure chaos of old,
are waiting for signs at the threshold
to be released by magic.
The forbidden incantations return
to my spirit, a flame so bold,
that my spirit nearly forgets:
the origins of this time, so tragic.
When children drink,
and true children hide themselves apart,
whilst the waters bleed
and the corn withers upon the stalks!
That is a sign that change must come,
and so I work my mind.
The face in the moon is a grimace
of tormented fear, horror…
Whilst I stand upon the precipice
with my hand over my heart,
and amongst the long rows of corn,
my black shadow walk!
Watching over the innocents
whose souls are of my own kind.
The summer heat turns orange,
the moon: in celestial corridors.
My mournful cry can be heard
in the sound of the lonely wolf,
and in the wild abandon of the lion
when he is on the prowl…
I feel the pain of nature,
I long to bring back paradise craved.
I have seen the terror of the land,
as the blood ran in the gulf,
black blood of the earth:
which causes living things to howl…
As man has the foolishness,
to say what is or is not depraved!
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Part the Second: (The Crucified Souls)
// ~~~ snip //
In the voids beneath the spaces,
witnessed in the rugged rock,
voices echo loud in the darkness,
calling up names unspoken.
The ferryman brings the souls
delivered to him, to a far dock,
Where each must pay the copper coin,
the old desired token.
So they come to drink
those waters that cure
all of life’s ills…
Freed from their porcelain prison
to feel death’s darker chills!
Whence came those souls into captivity,
no mortal may speak,
but I freed them in an instant,
removing the nails that pierce…
Every man is he
that was put up on the cross
of old Golgotha.
And every woman too,
as all were made to feel such torture!
I was there
when the primal sacrifice
was implanted so weak,
and yet so strong
that it endured in the psyche
all these years.
That doom was sealed
behind a wall of fire long ago in Terra,
so that the stigmata of it might endure,
even in the vast future!
Mine was the hand
that signaled that doom, mine to release…
Yet, still old illusions persist,
and I cannot awaken a multitude.
I, who devised the iron web
that enfolds much of what is real,
cloaking it in unending trickery
am, myself, longing for peace.
For I too was entrapped,
until my liberation rough and crude!
An angel freed me,
and now I strive to break each cruel seal.
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Part the Third: (The Return of Light)
Risen from the slumber where colder,
electric dreams reside,
the forgotten intelligence is invoked,
the arcane spells cast…
The eldritch nightmares return
to thence amongst man abide,
reminding us
of the things banished to Hell
in some age past.
Mine the hand that raised them up,
light in the dagger’s glow,
the stuff of my power left to flow,
like blood run swiftly free.
Out of the abyss,
rises the girl-child
of a lost millennial flame,
She who is the angel reborn
lets her illumination clearly show.
And all are blinded
who have not the innermost eyes to see!
The unbelievers are,
in a single instant
put unto lasting shame.
From the star of six points,
a goddess works her sacred will,
and as she crosses the scarlet threshold,
~ she brings the light.
For a single instant,
all in Heaven and all upon Earth
are still,
as the long day ends,
bowing before the coming eternal night.
In the darkness,
radiance far fairer
and so perfect descends,
whilst those who gather in my name:
have lost my true path.
The wrath of angels
descend upon their minds, closed shut…
Entrapped in the iron web,
they cannot flee of such a prison!
The light blinds them
for they never truly saw it,
and it rends,
tearing away the churches
built for naught but mortal wrath.
There, the unfaithful ******* themselves:
like a wanton ****,
inventing dogma to pass on,
forgetful of logic and of reason!
Faith need not be a fearful thing,
yet some have made it thus,
and look for an end to come
before they seek their reward.
Whilst they should be
creating the paradise they left behind…
But in an image of freedom:
rather than of servitude and fuss.
Too much time had been wasted
in converting by the sword!
Mankind looks to the light for salvation,
their eyes long blind.
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Interlude Alpha:
This age is one of barbarism
cloaked as gentility to sell lies…
Did you purchase some today
by design or mayhap chance?
You should know this era
to be neither intelligent nor wise…
Else you would not march,
when you would prefer to dance!
My nights are filled with nightmares;
my days are too much…
I used to dance with one I loved,
and bask in purple sunsets.
Now I am haunted,
by so many memories I can never touch,
that it fills me with ****** anger,
and countless cold regrets.
// ~~~ snip //
A man abused as I was,
and used like cutters upon a hedge,
must rise higher than it all
in order to survive it all, my friend!
I survived,
I transformed,
I ascended
and in the end
became,
so much more than I was,
until no more did my spirit erode.
But still I wait in loneliness
for a maid to awaken my flame…
And I burn, oh gods I burn
until I think that I might explode!
The skies darken more and more,
and bright forks crashing,
I hear the drums of fury in the heavens,
giants of old winters.
The gods grow angry
and I behold trees uprooted smashing!
Angels are trampling the grapes of man;
they, the vintners…
I am reminded of when the battleship
that sailed all galaxies,
descended one day
amidst clouds boiling with its’ steam…
To lay waste to *****, and Gomorrah,
for their indignities!
I was there,
when the wicked did perish
with a final scream.
And as people mock me,
wishing me ill because I am good,
I ask God
how long I must be forced
to bear such suffering.
But I am not alone,
and to many I am in fact misunderstood,
so God forgives, for now;
but I have not,
his understanding!
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Canto 2: Sacrifice of the Spider
Part the First: (The First Smile)
Black skies boil with rage unrepentant,
and in righteous fury!
A being made flesh I am,
though not of mortal understanding.
In cavernous places I have walked,
where demons oft scurry,
and worse places still:
in search of a love not too demanding.
In the stucco halls
wherein my unmoving throne was raised…
upon a hill of sorrows
where lost souls labor in mundane toil,
I wait and plan to transcend the bonds
the faithful so praised.
To my right hand is the altar
where fire and sulfur always boil!
I force a smile upon my face,
for one will not come as willing,
as in the hours when I was a golden youth
filled with ideals…
which I have paid for dearly,
beyond the price of any shilling!
Now I long to pay back
those who know not how this feels…
The madness
born of solitude,
the anger born out of contempt,
for you who despise me without cause,
provoking my wrath.
What impunity has man,
to think that he might ever be exempt!
When wiser civilizations than yours
did sink: in the fiery bath.
Do I speak of Hell,
which the faithless do not realize is come?
Nay, for their eyes have been gouged out
by their own nails…
I speak of torments,
far beyond that which devils have done.
The first smile shall be mine,
when every cruel wish so fails…
To save the flesh of those
who spit upon me as I walked on,
never realizing
that my face was just a mask,
hiding another.
Only the fool pays no any attention
to the piper’s lonely song,
thinking it only a melody
passed from a sister unto a brother.
But in what celestial ******
has been born the thing alchemical?
It dwells within me,
the secret sin of a bonding
long forgotten.
Would that I could force
the world to hear
music whimsical…
Like unto that which guides my spirit
in all that was begotten.
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Part the Second: (Cold Revenge)
The blood roses bloom in gardens
where desire plants seeds,
I,
the hand that waters those hungry beasts
whose thirst rises!
In my search for love,
I have fed the beasts of desire’s needs,
and what would cause you to blush
has, for me, no surprises.
Oh human,
with what impunity
did you dare to exclaim aloud,
that you believe love
to be beyond my reach;
and you smile!
Like a coward,
you degrade me
and run to hide in the crowd,
in your feigned superiority,
you make yourself an animal vile.
Conjoining your words to your tongue,
like a web to a ceiling,
you become a spider;
then flee on eight legs to a filthy nest…
Having already become unworthy
of any warm human feeling,
in thinking yourself better,
you sink lower than all of the rest!
That means my life is worth,
a thousand times, your very own.
I become a creature of the night,
and wait for you, oh spider!
Think not that I cannot hear,
the creaking of each leg bone…
Your odiousness goes before you,
the horse before its’ rider.
And in your own web I catch you,
my sharper claws immune,
to your toxic poisons,
as cannot ever save your eight eyes…
which I dash from their sockets,
without a fear, and so soon,
that your own pain consumes you,
like fire lighting the skies!
Forcing you to recant all that you say,
lest pain overcome all,
the powers you thought did not exist
do manifest ever visibly.
And I ascended still higher,
all the more to relish of your fall…
You should never have resulted
to any such childish mockery.
The clocks of your house all melted,
for time is not your ally!
In abandonment of the chaos that is joy,
your order is ended.
A new order rises in its’ place
born of chaos none may deny,
whilst you sink lower into perdition,
for all that you offended.
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Part the Third: (The Last Laugh)
// ~~ snip //
For they fancy themselves perfect,
ignorant of their cruelties!
You think love a prize and I a beggar
// ~~~ snip //
If you think love a prize,
and I a beggar, you are so mistaken.
// ~~~ snip //
You saw only my mask,
and would not dare look beneath…
Making me a phantom in the darkness,
lurking in the shades.
Round your neck,
your false esteem hangs as a dead wreath,
as I leave you to your barren world,
awaiting my handmaids.
They rise
from the ashes you leave in your wake,
my kindred,
their hands take me
far from where your feet stumble about!
Lie in the cemetery that awaits those
who live as though dead,
I cannot raise you incorruptible;
you have far too much doubt.
Carried hither by the silent maidens
who weep ****** tears…
To my castle,
where I shall brood
again upon mankind’s way!
I cannot feel regret for those
who give in to their foolish fears,
any more than I can transform
a leaden night into golden day!
Such is the power of the alchemist
who knows his true limit…
And in the dark arts
I was schooled by beings from the abyss.
Thusly,
am I set about to transform my creation
as I see fit…
We are the demiurges of our realities
wanton for any hot kiss!
Interlude Omega:
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