Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2017 18:08:47 GMT
The xlegic personality part of me is gone... just his residual remains as leftover.
As with Xlegic Personality, he attempted to find and acquire knowledge and meaning(s) about the nature of reality. He was alone on inside, with no one to comfort or seek some kind of relationship with him. As he got closer to the truth despite his somewhat inferiority and god complex, but he became supremely smart in both intellect and heart along the last few years in his own way... he ain't better or inferior more or less than anyone, he simply was trying to evolve somehow. Still the dreams and something of unknown factor(s)' constant messing and tantalizing with him nearly drove him(me) to almost insanity and almost attempted suicide couple of times. Then came depression about nothing, boredom, and waiting to die... was unbearable for him. With me as being Primebluez was holding Xlegic together for sake of sanity, but Xlegic conveyed communication to me and an understanding formed between us - he didn't want me to fall and self-destruction along with him. He just simply slowly went supernova and then I emerged. All of this happened in my head.
The advanced knowledge perceived to be 'a piece of cosmic knowledge' (as per mentioned on deciphering thread) is lost along with him. He tried to decipher and / or translate it into written words and .gifs. He wanted Caylus Ark's dream(s) to come true, and humanity as well. Xlegic wanted to yall to cheer up and continue to have positive outlook on life. Also, at some point Xlegic once wanted Caylus Ark to post series of .gifs as part of challenge for fun.
Why post this on under Psychology? This pertains to some understanding about the psychology of personality development and sort like that. Anyway, moving on forward.
As with Xlegic Personality, he attempted to find and acquire knowledge and meaning(s) about the nature of reality. He was alone on inside, with no one to comfort or seek some kind of relationship with him. As he got closer to the truth despite his somewhat inferiority and god complex, but he became supremely smart in both intellect and heart along the last few years in his own way... he ain't better or inferior more or less than anyone, he simply was trying to evolve somehow. Still the dreams and something of unknown factor(s)' constant messing and tantalizing with him nearly drove him(me) to almost insanity and almost attempted suicide couple of times. Then came depression about nothing, boredom, and waiting to die... was unbearable for him. With me as being Primebluez was holding Xlegic together for sake of sanity, but Xlegic conveyed communication to me and an understanding formed between us - he didn't want me to fall and self-destruction along with him. He just simply slowly went supernova and then I emerged. All of this happened in my head.
The advanced knowledge perceived to be 'a piece of cosmic knowledge' (as per mentioned on deciphering thread) is lost along with him. He tried to decipher and / or translate it into written words and .gifs. He wanted Caylus Ark's dream(s) to come true, and humanity as well. Xlegic wanted to yall to cheer up and continue to have positive outlook on life. Also, at some point Xlegic once wanted Caylus Ark to post series of .gifs as part of challenge for fun.
Why post this on under Psychology? This pertains to some understanding about the psychology of personality development and sort like that. Anyway, moving on forward.